sometimes i can be really stupid. damn estrogen.
it would seem that i've gone and made a mess of things.
i'm sorry i couldn't just come out and say it. when i tried to, it was as if my vocal chords were being rubbed with sand paper. i couldn't find the words. it wouldn't have mattered if i could, cause i knew i could never say that stuff to you. maybe because it isn't a big deal. or maybe it's bigger than i'll admit it to be. or maybe it's bigger than i want it to be. or it's nothing. i'd like to go with that last option. i just didn't have the nerve. not out of insecurity, just, i couldn't bring myself to do it.
after talking to dave last night, i realized that i have a hard time communicating concrete emotions. i'm too used to letting things roll off my back and i realized that sometimes i just can't do that. i often get carried away with things, and i forget that this is not the end all be all.
it's over, nothing to see here folks.
i'm sorry i couldn't just come out and say it. when i tried to, it was as if my vocal chords were being rubbed with sand paper. i couldn't find the words. it wouldn't have mattered if i could, cause i knew i could never say that stuff to you. maybe because it isn't a big deal. or maybe it's bigger than i'll admit it to be. or maybe it's bigger than i want it to be. or it's nothing. i'd like to go with that last option. i just didn't have the nerve. not out of insecurity, just, i couldn't bring myself to do it.
after talking to dave last night, i realized that i have a hard time communicating concrete emotions. i'm too used to letting things roll off my back and i realized that sometimes i just can't do that. i often get carried away with things, and i forget that this is not the end all be all.
it's over, nothing to see here folks.