Watching the sunrise & chain smoking with Sam, CJ, Chris, Dave,& Emily = Priceless
I haven't gone to sleep yet. Fought like a brave to stay awake. waiting for my brother to get here so I can leave.
I don't feel well. Lately, I've been too much thought into everything. Maybe it's because I've spent the past few weeks at home, just sitting around and chain smoking. Last night was...hm. Can't quite find the word for it. I hate being one of the few people that can control myself when I drink, simply because I ended up having to make sure that people didn't hurt themselves while they were inebriated. I am proud to say that I didn't shack up with anyone, which I'm thankful for, because the only person I would've even thought about doing so with left at like 11. Even then, it would've just been more of a hanging out thing cause he's cool like that. he's a good kid and I admire that. And he's not a whore. Or a drug addict. Or a pretentious snob that makes a big deal about not being a drug addict.
I don't feel well. Lately, I've been too much thought into everything. Maybe it's because I've spent the past few weeks at home, just sitting around and chain smoking. Last night was...hm. Can't quite find the word for it. I hate being one of the few people that can control myself when I drink, simply because I ended up having to make sure that people didn't hurt themselves while they were inebriated. I am proud to say that I didn't shack up with anyone, which I'm thankful for, because the only person I would've even thought about doing so with left at like 11. Even then, it would've just been more of a hanging out thing cause he's cool like that. he's a good kid and I admire that. And he's not a whore. Or a drug addict. Or a pretentious snob that makes a big deal about not being a drug addict.