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I spent 3 hours dying my hair last night... I re-did the blonde, dyed the back this red-ish colour, and put red lowlights in my bangs. This surely is the sweetest my hair has looked since it was white blonde and black. Stay tuned for pictures.
Hailie and Dean both came over today. It was grand.
My mom found out about my old cutting/mutalation habits, due to the fact that I was wearing a super short skirt and she noticed some scars on my legs... so she literally made me show her all my scars. Now she's going to take me to a plastic surgon and I'm having 113 of my worst scars removed. She also wants to send me to a bunch of theripists and shit... Nothing's wrong with me anymore, but she just won't accept that. She keeps giving me all this shit about how "stupid" self mutalation is. Sure, it may not be healthy, but to the abuser it's the best salvation one could ask for. Every conversation my mother and I have turns into how I used to mutalate myself. I don't fucking do it anymore. Plus, there's way too much scar tissue on my body, so even if I did want to mutalate myself, I'd have to be cutting/stabbing/burning pretty deep into my skin to make a slight impact. But that's disgusting, I wont give you the gross details.
Jet//Oasis- 5 days.
Sounds of the Underground- 15 days.
I am SO stoked.
Hailie and Dean both came over today. It was grand.
My mom found out about my old cutting/mutalation habits, due to the fact that I was wearing a super short skirt and she noticed some scars on my legs... so she literally made me show her all my scars. Now she's going to take me to a plastic surgon and I'm having 113 of my worst scars removed. She also wants to send me to a bunch of theripists and shit... Nothing's wrong with me anymore, but she just won't accept that. She keeps giving me all this shit about how "stupid" self mutalation is. Sure, it may not be healthy, but to the abuser it's the best salvation one could ask for. Every conversation my mother and I have turns into how I used to mutalate myself. I don't fucking do it anymore. Plus, there's way too much scar tissue on my body, so even if I did want to mutalate myself, I'd have to be cutting/stabbing/burning pretty deep into my skin to make a slight impact. But that's disgusting, I wont give you the gross details.
Jet//Oasis- 5 days.
Sounds of the Underground- 15 days.
I am SO stoked.