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Alright, it's been a while since I last updated. I'll post pictures from last Friday as soon as Meg puts them in photobucket. Let me warn you, I look like a walking rave party. Not a raver, I'm too sweet to be a raver, henceforth, I am the rave party itself.
I get my digital camera on Saterday (yay) then my and Alex's birthdays are on Sunday. Happy early 16th Alex!
Things are going great right now. Everything is starting to look up for me. I just feel so good. I've done some serious thinking and realized why I'm feeling such happiness; my friends. I honestly don't know what I would do without them all right here beside me... Even the ones I don't speak to very often, just knowing such a friendship exists between us and knowing they are there for me is enough to make me realize how much I do matter to people. I'm living my life to its fullest right now and I absolutely love it. I had forgotten what such bliss was, but now I am remembering and now I am believing in myself. It's up to me to make my life better but I was not able to do so until I realized how much support I was receiving from my friends, even if it was not stated. So for that, thank you. My love and greatfulness towards you all is fathomless.♥ Depression and angst are now in my past. Say goodbye to the old me and hello to the new. Four years was just too long to live in the shadows. I would hate myself for doing such an ignorant thing but hatered is an emotion I no longer care to posess. I want change. I'm going to make myself happy no matter what it takes.
insanelycalmok: pirates are badass
insanelycalmok: they throw babies into rivers for fucking fun when they come into a town
xCthulhuDawn9: Badass indeed.
insanelycalmok: are you listening to cutsman?
xCthulhuDawn9: Nope.
insanelycalmok: well then do so
insanelycalmok: or i'll kill your unborn babies
xCthulhuDawn9: Not if I kick your unborn babies first.
insanelycalmok: haha
insanelycalmok: nice
Then...
insanelycalmok: remember you're hot
insanelycalmok: see ya
♥You're such a funny guy Thomas. We'll have to dress up like pirates sometime and throw babies into rivers.
I get my digital camera on Saterday (yay) then my and Alex's birthdays are on Sunday. Happy early 16th Alex!
Things are going great right now. Everything is starting to look up for me. I just feel so good. I've done some serious thinking and realized why I'm feeling such happiness; my friends. I honestly don't know what I would do without them all right here beside me... Even the ones I don't speak to very often, just knowing such a friendship exists between us and knowing they are there for me is enough to make me realize how much I do matter to people. I'm living my life to its fullest right now and I absolutely love it. I had forgotten what such bliss was, but now I am remembering and now I am believing in myself. It's up to me to make my life better but I was not able to do so until I realized how much support I was receiving from my friends, even if it was not stated. So for that, thank you. My love and greatfulness towards you all is fathomless.♥ Depression and angst are now in my past. Say goodbye to the old me and hello to the new. Four years was just too long to live in the shadows. I would hate myself for doing such an ignorant thing but hatered is an emotion I no longer care to posess. I want change. I'm going to make myself happy no matter what it takes.
insanelycalmok: pirates are badass
insanelycalmok: they throw babies into rivers for fucking fun when they come into a town
xCthulhuDawn9: Badass indeed.
insanelycalmok: are you listening to cutsman?
xCthulhuDawn9: Nope.
insanelycalmok: well then do so
insanelycalmok: or i'll kill your unborn babies
xCthulhuDawn9: Not if I kick your unborn babies first.
insanelycalmok: haha
insanelycalmok: nice
Then...
insanelycalmok: remember you're hot
insanelycalmok: see ya
♥You're such a funny guy Thomas. We'll have to dress up like pirates sometime and throw babies into rivers.