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I'm exhausted.
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I didn't think it would be an issue. Avoiding everyone, I mean. But apparently people noticed. I think that if everything wasn't so. Strange... I might be kind of flattered. Even Pansy sought me out. Blaise didn't, though.
I don't like this shift. I don't like how I do that - move from person to person, from one object of affection to the other. Especially since no one ever returns it. Why else would Morag and I have broken up so quickly? And despite how nice she's being, things feel ruined with her. I don't feel comfortable the way I did.
My father wrote to me. He wanted to know if I had taken notes from his desk. I told him no. I think the portraits in his study told him I was there.
He didn't seem angry, though. I think he's too busy being smug and self-righteous.
It makes me sick.
I'm confused by this sudden contact with Harry Potter. He's nicer than Draco had let him on to be, but Draco isn't always the most democratic of people when it comes to that sort of thing.
And he flew well in the match. Harry, I mean. I'd never really watched before. But he's as good as everyone has always said.
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-Quentin.
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I didn't think it would be an issue. Avoiding everyone, I mean. But apparently people noticed. I think that if everything wasn't so. Strange... I might be kind of flattered. Even Pansy sought me out. Blaise didn't, though.
I don't like this shift. I don't like how I do that - move from person to person, from one object of affection to the other. Especially since no one ever returns it. Why else would Morag and I have broken up so quickly? And despite how nice she's being, things feel ruined with her. I don't feel comfortable the way I did.
My father wrote to me. He wanted to know if I had taken notes from his desk. I told him no. I think the portraits in his study told him I was there.
He didn't seem angry, though. I think he's too busy being smug and self-righteous.
It makes me sick.
I'm confused by this sudden contact with Harry Potter. He's nicer than Draco had let him on to be, but Draco isn't always the most democratic of people when it comes to that sort of thing.
And he flew well in the match. Harry, I mean. I'd never really watched before. But he's as good as everyone has always said.
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-Quentin.