when i go down

[ficti0n__welive]

I've thrown away
the hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
so many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
the secret to find an end to this
and I just pray
my problems go away if they're ignored
but that's not the way it works

I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
yet you love me