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i'm in a new funk...or an old funk has come back...or a new funk is mixing with an old funk...or something. i think there are three parts to this depression. there's the thing that's been bothering me for a while, there's a new thing that pisses me off and leaves me feeling hurt, and there's a thing that i have yet to identify. or maybe the third thing is a combination of the other two things and i'm just surprised it's all making me feel so down. because until today, i was doing alright. even the new thing isn't a shock...it's been coming for a while, and i was just angry about it, but the more i think about it, the more it makes me sad, too. even when your expecting it, it still hurts to know that you don't really matter to someone who's important to you.
i want to talk about this, but for some reason, i don't want to talk about anyone specifically, and this cryptic shit is making me confuse myself, so i'm going to bed. i wish all this would go away.
i want to talk about this, but for some reason, i don't want to talk about anyone specifically, and this cryptic shit is making me confuse myself, so i'm going to bed. i wish all this would go away.