Woo and indeed yay
Keith is coming to see me on Tuesday for an infinite amount of time. Okay, I'm lieing when I say infinite because it's till Sunday at the most but that's all cool. Uni is pretty sucky. I don't even wanna do this shite ass course, and I've already changed once. I stay because:
a) I'm scared of the real world
b) I want a degree of some sort to prove my worth and
c) It would be incredibly selfish to waste my parents hard earned moolah.
I am in the process of applying for a business foundation degree but it's an unlikely option and thus, I will most likely stay here and get deeper and deeper into the work load that's piling up because I JUST CAN'T BE FUCKING ARSED.
So yeah, apart from that, I'm really happy. Miss my friends so much though. It's a bit isolating being here. No Keith, Lexi, Sarah, Gab, Michelle, Rae. I feel like a loner a lot. Never felt like that before, really odd.
So yeah...
What was that about being happy? I sound so contradictory of myself don't I?! Never mind. I presume stuff is supposed to right itself out and be "okay in the end". I'm living a life of blissful ignorance at the moment.
People... text me, ring me, I'm forgetful or drunk when I think about contacting you. I really mean to and then my head muddles up and I start doodling or playing games on the computer. What a geek.
LOVE YA
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a) I'm scared of the real world
b) I want a degree of some sort to prove my worth and
c) It would be incredibly selfish to waste my parents hard earned moolah.
I am in the process of applying for a business foundation degree but it's an unlikely option and thus, I will most likely stay here and get deeper and deeper into the work load that's piling up because I JUST CAN'T BE FUCKING ARSED.
So yeah, apart from that, I'm really happy. Miss my friends so much though. It's a bit isolating being here. No Keith, Lexi, Sarah, Gab, Michelle, Rae. I feel like a loner a lot. Never felt like that before, really odd.
So yeah...
What was that about being happy? I sound so contradictory of myself don't I?! Never mind. I presume stuff is supposed to right itself out and be "okay in the end". I'm living a life of blissful ignorance at the moment.
People... text me, ring me, I'm forgetful or drunk when I think about contacting you. I really mean to and then my head muddles up and I start doodling or playing games on the computer. What a geek.
LOVE YA
x
x
x