Was Supposed to be Day One
Title: Letters and Pillow Talk
Author: Cobalt 27
Fandom: Harry Potter (my first attempt at Snupin)
Pairing: Snape/Lupin
Rating: NC-17
Prompts: “You know you want this”/Peeping Tom/Not using the word “seed”
Disclaimer: I do not own or have any rights or claims to Harry Potter characters, names, titles or anything like that. It all belongs to the magnificent JK Rowling.
Notes: NOT EDITED. This hasn’t been though a beta. I didn’t have time. (I’m so so so sorry it’s late, Katie!! Still love me??) I normally don’t write HP, and my writing quality isn’t that great right now. Long story but I almost considered just screwing this and not doing it, but I love my bestest best friend and this is for her.
Word Count: 3,383
I know this is uber late, but I'm sooo sorry. I really didn't give myself enough time. But it's done now, so here it is.
Guys, there's still a lot of spaces to fill up if you want to help Katie. I know a lot of people are thinking "nail biting, how bad could that be?" But if I could only show you a picture. It's really almost self-mutilation. She takes the nail clippers and cuts her nail off her nailbed. This has caused nerve damage to the point where she wakes up in the middle of the night with severe pain shooting from her fingers down her arms. There's alot of time still, so pick a day to help her.
Letters and Pillow Talk
“Severus!” Lupin called after the cloaked man approaching the door.
Snorting harshly through his large nostrils, Severus Snape slowly turned on his heels coming face to face with a very flushed looking Remus Lupin. “And just what more do you possibly have to say?”
“Here.” Remus handed Severus a rolled up parchment with a curt nod. “You left this behind.”
“That is not mine.” Snape eyed it carefully. He knew for a fact he had collected all of his documents and important papers. He didn’t leave a single one behind, so what was Remus getting at?
“No, I believe,” Remus casually motioned using only his eyes to the gaggle of teenagers hovering at the top of the stairs, “that you’ll find this does in fact belong to you.”
Severus didn’t move from his spot, and when he didn’t take the parchment from Lupin’s extended hand, Remus pressed the parchment flat against Severus’s chest. “Take it. It’s yours.”
Snape snorted as he grabbed the paper and backed away from Lupin. He turned away from him and opened the door to leave, his long black cloak billowing behind him as a gust of wind swelled in the foyer. The door closed behind him and the Headquarters disappeared between number eleven and number thirteen. Knowing that whatever Lupin gave him would not be safe at home, he unfolded it and read it.
I understand your position, and I’m well aware of mine. I’m not stupid and I know that nothing could ever come of us, but I’m ready to hang the rules. At this point I couldn’t care less about our past. It’s about time we made amends, don’t you think? After all we are on the same side, if you know what I mean.
Snape set fire to the piece of parchment, unsure to the meaning of Lupin’s implications. No one knew his motives, besides Dumbledore, so what game was Lupin playing. What was he implying with the line “nothing could ever come of us”?
Snape withdrew a small piece of parchment and a quill. He quickly scribbled a reply to Lupin’s letter and turned back to number twelve, which had reappeared pushing number eleven and number thirteen aside. He knocked on the door, and Lupin (who probably hadn’t strayed far) answered the door. Snape handed him his note.
“This is yours,” Snape informed him coldly.
“Thank you.” Lupin cracked a smile and took the parchment. Snape disappeared once again and Lupin stayed in the foyer, unfolding his letter.
I don’t know what you’re insinuating, but whatever it is the answer is no. Unlike you and your incorrigible friends, I have my priorities in order.
Remus sighed, destroying the letter, and retreated to his room for the night. He had some thinking to do.
The next meeting at the Headquarters was just as important and uneventful as the first, and Snape showed up late. Remus was starting to think he wasn’t going to show up at all.
“Severus, dinner?” Molly Weasley asked as she stirred a large caldron over the fire.
“No thank you, Molly.” As usual Severus declined her invitation.
Shortly after Snape was settled, the meeting continued as boring and important as ever. Once finished, Lupin met up with Severus near the door once again.
“Severus, you forgot this,” Remus smirked as he handed Snape another letter.
Snape opened the letter and read it right in front of Remus, instead of waiting until he left.
What a role model, always having your priorities in order. Meet me upstairs after the meeting and I’ll help you scramble them a little.
Taking out his quill, Severus scribbled a small reply at the bottom of the parchment. He handed it to Remus who read it quickly and laughed.
Bite me.
Reaching for Severus’s quill, he scratched something underneath it and handed it back to Snape.
Gladly, but are you sure you want more greasy hair?
Snape scowled and glared at Lupin who smirked and stood defiantly with his arms folded over his chest. He cocked his brow as he Snape reached for his quill. Snape handed the parchment back to Lupin, whose smile faded.
Fuck you.
“When and where, Severus?”
“What?!” Snape spat it out as he turned from the door back on Remus.
“Where and when?” Remus repeated himself slowly taking a few steps toward Severus and pinning him against the front door.
“You’re joking!” Severus Snape, for the first time in his life, was completely consumed in fear. He could lie to the Dark Lord and Albus Dumbledore, but looking into Remus Lupin’s hungry lust filled eyes was enough to scare him shitless.
“Like hell I am. I’ve never been more serious in my life.” Lupin pushed himself flat against Snape’s chest.
Snape gulped as he could feel every contour of Remus’s delicious…wait, delicious? Snape shook his head to free himself of any Remus filled thought. Lupin was a lot of things, but Snape was sure delicious wasn’t one of them.
“You know,” Remus started as he grabbed one of Snape’s stunned hands and placed it on his chest, “you want this.”
It was just that cocky arrogance that Severus despised, that mannerism that reminded him so much of James Potter and Sirius Black and every memory he had of the three of them when all he wanted, during every torment, was for someone to just say stop. All he wanted was for Remus to just reach out and give him a hand. All he wanted was Remus to…all he wanted was Remus…all he ever wanted…
“BOYS THAT IS ENOUGH! YOU DO NOT NEED TO USE MAGIC FOR EVERY LITTLE THING!” Molly’s shrill shouting from the kitchen snapped Snape out of his cloudy daze and he looked at Remus who smiled at him.
“You know I don’t want anything of yours,” Severus sneered as he pushed Remus out of the way so he could open the door. “Good night.”
“Fine.” Remus backed away. “Whatever you want, fine.” Remus was hoping that Severus would follow him so he turned away from Severus and the door. Lupin began ascending the staircase. “I’ll be in my room.”
“Congratulations. You are insufferable,” Severus called from the door as he watched Lupin slink up the staircase. He huffed and walked out the door, aparating home before number twelve even had time to disappear.
The next meeting wasn’t for weeks. The children had all gone back to school, and Snape had to return to his teaching position. However, when he was called for an emergency meeting, he arrived once again late having been tied up in detention.
“Severus, will you be staying for dinner?” Molly asked from her usual position near the cauldron.
“No, I have to return to Hogwarts.” He sat at the table as far away from Sirius Black as he could. It didn’t help that Sirius Black was sitting next to Remus Lupin and that, Snape thought, was too close.
After the unusually long meeting (there had been so many outraged outbursts by both Severus and Black) Remus got up from the table, said his goodnights, and left the room without another word. Snape followed shortly after and noticed that Remus was not waiting in the shadows for him. Remus was nowhere to be seen. He had figured that, since Severus didn’t follow him upstairs last time, that he wasn’t going to this time. Remus figured that he should just forget ever being attracted to Severus Snape.
Severus slowly crept up the stairs toward Remus Lupin’s bedroom. He stood outside the old and dilapidated wooden door and braced himself. He was about to knock when he noticed the door didn’t fit properly in the frame. There was a good inch of space between the edge of the door and the wood of the frame. He crouched in the darkness of the hallway, so as not to be seen, and peered though the gap.
Remus Lupin stood in the center of the room as he dropped his trousers, standing in his red and blue plaid boxers and his yellow golf shirt. He slowly pulled his shirt over his head to reveal a tanned and scarred body. His back and chest were covered in large and wide gashes, and thin and long lines. Some scars were pink and bumpy where the skin had been ripped so viciously it couldn’t possibly sew itself back together. Snape’s jaw fell, eyes wide, and he couldn’t help but think the scars added a certain sexiness he couldn’t describe.
Slowly, Remus shimmied out of his boxers and left his clothes in a pile on the bed. He sauntered over to his dresser and Snape gulped as he watched Remus’s hips sway, the muscles in his bare back and buttocks ripple with every movement. Remus opened a drawer and rummaged around, Snape figuring he was reaching for a clean set of underwear. When Remus stepped away from the dresser and turned around, a tube of lubricant in hand and his wolfy member already erect and bobbing with every step, Severus almost fell over.
Remus sat on the edge of his bed, still very visible through the gap in the door. Severus knew he shouldn’t be watching, but he couldn’t help it. Remus flipped open the cap of his lubricant and squeezed a large dollop onto the palm of his hand. He made a loose fist, trying to warm up the jelly, before opening his hand and slowly coating his hard penis.
“Oooh, yeah.” Remus threw his head back as he squeezed himself, then started pumping. The silky feeling of a liquidy softness between the hard pressure of his hand and his throbbing cock felt so good. He continued working himself, stoking from the base to the head, until he was ready to cum.
Snape watched as a blush rose in his heated cheeks. He could feel a tingling warmth in his groin, and he changed from his crouching position to a kneeling one. His hand moved on its own accord into his robes and under the elastic of his grey briefs. He grabbed himself and was surprised to feel he was already stiff. He began stroking himself as he watched Remus, listing to Remus’s moans.
Severus’s breath was coming in low and shallow as he jerked himself quickly, he was close to climaxing and Remus’s grunting was growing louder and louder. They came together, Severus spilling inside his briefs and Lupin’s liquid hot semen squirting up and onto the hardwood floor as both men grunted and groaned.
“You fucking pervert!” Sirius stood at the top of the landing, disgusted by what he saw: Severus Snape post-orgasm in his pasty white, hooked-nose and greasy haired glory.
Mortified, Snape forwent using the door and apparated on the spot back to Hogsmead. He couldn’t believe…Sirius Black of all people!
“What’s going on?” Lupin cleaned his mess with the flick of his wand and donned his boxers. He ran into the hallway where Sirius stood, still gaping at the spot where Snape had been.
“That greasy bloody git!”
“What is it, Sirius?” Lupin was confused as Sirius’s mouth flapped away but no words came out.
“Snape…he was wanking off right where you’re standing!”
“He what?!” Remus was shocked. He was just about to give up and now this? Maybe there was hope for his unexplainable attraction to Severus.
“That’s just fucking wrong.” Sirius shook his head as he turned from his friend.
Severus seriously considered not showing up to the next meeting, as he was sure Sirius would say something about his rather embarrassing escapade, but he knew he had no choice in the matter. Albus Dumbledore would have his wand on a plate, and Merlin knows Severus needed his wand. But when he did show up for the next meeting, on time for a change, he was surprised to find Sirius tucked away in the corner not even looking at him. He thought for sure Sirius would have welcomed the opportunity to torment him yet again.
Of course, the only available seat was next to Remus.
The meeting began shortly and Severus sat attentively, trying his best to ignore the man beside him, and the man sulking in the corner like a dog being punished. Severus was just about to put his two cents in when he felt a hand press lightly on his left thigh.
“I was going to-oh…” Severus blushed as he turned to Remus who was on his left.
“Yes Severus?” Arthur Weasley looked at Snape expectedly.
“I…” Severus shook his head. “Never mind.” Severus very casually reached down toward the hand on his thigh and tried to brush it away. Instead of leaving, the slender fingers curled around his and gave a little squeeze before releasing and gently caressing Severus’s inner thigh…who jumped.
“Are you quite alright, Severus?” Arthur Weasley asked.
“Perfect, thank you.” Snape looked to his left, where Remus sat nonchalantly staring looking bored at the documents and papers in front of him.
The meeting continued with slow and deliberate strokes of calloused fingers that had weaned themselves through Snape’s robes to flirt with his thighs. Severus hadn’t said another word, but Remus kept giving his two cents, drawing attention toward the two every time he spoke. Snape was surprised Remus could offer his opinion with a straight face when his fingers were wrapped so gently around Severus’s growing erection. Finally the meeting came to an end, and so did Lupin’s delicious teasing. By the time Snape cleared up all his papers and diagrams and everything else Remus had already left the kitchen.
Severus exited the noisy kitchen and followed Remus up the stairs to his bedroom. Catching up with the excited man at the top of the landing, Snape pushed Remus against the wall and pinned him.
“Just what are you up to?”
Remus laughed. “You followed, excellent.”
Lupin reached down and grabbed Snape by the hips, pulling him so they were pressed together. Snape’s eyes widened when he felt Remus’s burning member against his own and realized in an instant everything Remus wanted, and he wanted it too.
Snape hungrily lurched forward and captured Lupin’s mouth with his, plunging his slick tongue into a steamy wetness he had never expected or experienced. Remus immediately took charge and guided Severus to his bedroom, placing a silence charm on the door. With a quick flick of his wand they were both naked. Remus didn’t want to waste time with silly things like taking clothes off.
“Bed. Now.” Remus growled as he shoved a very naked Severus toward the edge of the bed. He sat him down and knelt between his legs. He had waited so long for this. He slid his tongue up and down Snape’s thighs, sucking and biting as he went. This caused Severus to moan softly and jump every time Remus attacked a ticklish spot. Coming to rest at Snape’s throbbing cock, Remus gently nuzzled it, rubbing the soft skin across his cheeks and lips. “It’s so soft.”
Not wasting any more time, Remus spat on the head of Severus’s cock and used his hand to spread the saliva down the shaft. Once there was a small coating of spit on the smooth skin Remus licked his lips and took Severus into his mouth and down his throat. Using the saliva as a lubricant Remus sucked and slurped as he clutched the base of Snape’s cock with his hand. He moved his arm with his head so that every inch of Severus’s cock was being pleasured.
“God…Remus…So-fucking-mazing!” Severus’s head rolled back and he dug his fingers into the soft sheet, his knuckles turning white. Everything was turning white. It felt like Remus had snapped all his nerves and set fire to the ends. A seductive sensation started in his groin and spread throughout him. He could feel himself getting closer and closer, his breath was loud and ragged. He was sweating and shaking. He was going to explode.
Remus stood up, letting Snape slide out of his mouth as he released his grip on the pulsating cock. He stood between Severus’s legs and shoved his own cock between his lips. Surprised, Snape opened his mouth to speak and Lupin shoved the rest of his cock into Severus’s mouth. The taste of precum filled Snape’s mouth as he sucked and lapped at Lupin’s thick penis. Severus grabbed Remus’s ass and used it as leverage to shove the juicy cock all the way down his throat. Severus tried his best to replicate Remus’s previous actions, and was rewarded with grunts and loud airy moans.
“Fuck me, Severus. Now.” Remus backed away from Snape, and crawled onto the bed. He laid on his back, his head on the pillow, and Snape climbed over him.
He kissed his neck, and worked his way down Remus’s scarred body, licking and lapping as he went.
“Severus,” Remus called out. “I need you now! Fuck me.” Remus pointed to the tube of lubricant and the pack of condoms on his night stand.
Reaching out, Snape grabbed the accessories. Opening the condom, he stared at it for a while before Lupin sat up. Taking the condom from Severus, Remus placed it in his mouth and put it over the head of Snape’s cock. He pushed with his lips, sheathing Severus with only his mouth.
“That…is amazing.” Severus was speechless as he watched Remus pull back, the condom snuggly around his cock. Reaching for the lube, Severus squirted a large dollop onto his hands and warmed it up, like he saw Remus do. He coated the condom and was about to position himself when Remus stopped him.
“Whoa, wait a minute. You have to stretch me first.” Remus grabbed Severus’s hand and, pushing up on his feet making a half bridge position, he guided Severus’s hand to his ass. “Stick your fingers in me, slowly. Fuck me with your fingers.”
Severus did just that. He pressed his index finger against Remus’s opening and it was immediately allowed entrance. Severus still had lube on his fingers, so it slid in easily and proceeded to finger Remus who squirmed with pleasure every time Severus hit his g-spot. He slowly added another finger, then another and fucked Remus who was panting and jerking himself off.
“Severus, I want your cock inside me.”
This is what Severus was waiting for. With another dollop of lube on the condom, Severus positioned himself between Remus’s legs and pressed the head of his cock against the rose bud opening. His throbbing cock slid into Remus, who moaned and cried out his name. Severus settled himself, breathing in quick ragged breaths. Remus was so tight and hot! The ring of muscles surrounding Severus squeezed him as he began his slow and steady thrusts.
Severus could barely believe how amazing it felt. The heat grew in his groin as he slammed himself further and further into Remus. Severus leaned toward Remus and captured his panting lips in a sloppy and juicy kiss. He fucked him harder and faster until Remus was crying his name over and over.
“Severus?”
“Yeah?” Their hands were roaming and exploring each other as they fucked.
“When you watched me wank off, I was thinking of your hard cock fucking me.”
Remus’s dirty words made Severus shiver with pleasure. He could feel himself getting closer to the edge. His thrusting became quicker and more violent as he rammed his juicy cock into Remus’s tight ass.
“Fuck…Remus, I-”
“Severus I’m going to cum!” Remus’s back was arching as he came in waves, his sperm squirting up on his chest and over his shoulder onto the pillow behind him.
Lupin’s ass muscles clenched around Snape’s cock and he couldn’t hold back. With shuddering breaths and gasps for air Severus came hard into the condom, calling out Remus’s name before pulling out and collapsing on top of him. Both men, exhausted, panted until their breathing steadied.
With a lazy swish of Lupin’s wand, their love puddles were cleaned. Taking Snape into his arms, Remus kissed him softly.
“That was amazing.” Severus mumbled into Remus.
“Uh-huh. I doubt you’ll be late for the next meeting.”
“No. I’ll be on time, and I’ll stay for dinner too.”
Remus laughed. “Skip dinner. I’ll have desert waiting for you.”