FIC FOR SCORCH66
For: scorch66
From: alienashi
Title: in parallel futures, in untold pasts
Pairings/Characters: Kame/Nakamaru
Rating: PG
Warnings: Mafia AU, quasi-dystopian, and er, some kind of angst (ymmv, but I'm afraid I might have overdone it?)
Notes: Dear scorch66, this is really awkward, because I didn't expect to get you in my first ever exchange, so I stalked a lot of the past ( Read more... )
From: alienashi
Title: in parallel futures, in untold pasts
Pairings/Characters: Kame/Nakamaru
Rating: PG
Warnings: Mafia AU, quasi-dystopian, and er, some kind of angst (ymmv, but I'm afraid I might have overdone it?)
Notes: Dear scorch66, this is really awkward, because I didn't expect to get you in my first ever exchange, so I stalked a lot of the past ( Read more... )
He takes a palm in his and puts it close to his heart. Calm it, he asks.
My heart, anon. This scene. With them standing and listening to the clock--the tic-tock of the inevitable. They both know.
“Stay with me, Yuichi.” Kame asks but they both know he won't. And Kame's desperation through it all--his frustration with himself, his fear that Yuichi leaving him will mean that he'll have to kill him and in the end, he can't. He won't. He loves him even when Nakamaru betrays him. He lets Nakamaru go, erases his memories, writes his wishes in books that Nakamaru won't ever be around to read. He lets Nakamaru go and sentences himself to loneliness again. ohgodtears I can't handle Kame being hurt and lonely and WHAT IS WITH THIS SONG AND BRINGING OUT ALL THE TEARS
All the worlds in the future will have me and you.
and yet Kame keeps on hoping....... ;_; *curls up into a ball*
'some kind of angst' you said, anon. I am feeling it acutely. The AU itself had me silently screaming but the real magic here is the bruise to the emotions you've just landed me. Perfect, perfect, painful choice of song, anon. I love everything about this gift fic in a misty-eyed-it-hurts kind of way. Thank you, thank you ♥♥♥♥♥
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