Dir en grey / Kaoru x Toshiya / Sympathy for the devil

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Title: Sympathy for the devil
Author: bl4ckm4lice
Fandom: Dir en grey
Claim: Kaoru Niikura x Toshimasa Hara
Prompt: The Rolling Stones - Sympathy for the devil
Word Count: 1578
Rating: FRT
Warning: AU
Disclaimer: na-ah, not mine
Author's Notes: Made for fic_cd_mix challenge.
Link to table: here

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[bl4ckm4lice]

I'm sooooo glad you enjoyed it :D

This fic was what halted me in posting my fics for such a long time. I got stuck, I tried to play around the idea, but it still wouldn't finish. Initially, this was supposed to be multi-chapter (because the song is too rich/awesome to be translated into mere drabble/oneshot). In the end, I decided that it's better to just pour everything I have in mind for now and finish this.

God is, after all, the creator of everything, including Kaoru the Devil. God loves them all, and for God, Kaoru is one of his most beautiful creation (Lucifer, Lucifer, Lucifer).

The Devil blames himself for not only torturing Toshiya, but to actually made Toshiya into what he is today: a human. No more immortality. Imagine you have to watch the person you love die over and over again, even though you know you will see him again as on his future rebirths. But even God knows that if Toshiya didn't come down there as a human, Kaoru would never return his feelings. Therefore, sacrifice must be made from Toshiya's side. And Kaoru must understand that and make his part of sacrifice by seeing Toshiya die.