feeling lonely
does anyone else find life at home lonely? Im married with no kids and although i do have friends i feel like we have not much in common anymore because of me being at home and them being at work/uni whatever
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That's exactly it. I have an emotional intimacy with someone I first loved 20 years ago and still love and who still loves me, but he is several hundreds of miles away and in the midst of a separation so I help support him emotionally but we are as close emotionally and mentally as a couple and he will visit me when he can. He is in the process of divorce is monogamous by nature but wishes he were not, but he is, despite loving me also. Things may change, we refuse to rule anything out as we do love each other.
Hubby encourages me as this was my first love and there was never a physical element to the relationship as we were young and scared as teens and when we did try to get together in our 20's, things were complicated and I could not give him the relationship he deserved at the time (I would have married him then were I able to deal with abuse issues and such at home). Hubby even encourages me and my companion is also familiar with fibro as his mother has lived with it for 20 yrs and he takes care of her. I'll be content just sitting together in the same room with him holding his hand and talking. Sex would just be icing on a already perfect cake:)
The more emotionally fufilled, the more I know I am loved, the more love I have for others and everyone benefits and I am healthier for it:)
Feel free to friend me, if you like, and I'll add you to the velvet box filter where I openly discuss polyamory and my sexuality.
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