heya
heya peeps havent updated i a while but never mind im sure noone has noticed cos i dont think ne one reads this apart from chloe *mwah* lol
broke up from skool on fri!!! exams sooon eeekkk im soooo scared!!! ive been revising all day but none of it seems to sink into my head. i know im gona fail, i just knmow it! i dont rly mind what i get 4 most of my exams, obviously if i cud get good grades that wud be wkd!!! but the one exam im rly worried about is english, i dont wanna sound like a nerd of nething but i rly want to do well!!!!! cos i want to be a journalist or a writer for a magazine! doubt ill be able too but i wanna try!!! but wen i think about the exams i feel rlyrlyrly ill!! sad i no but i just know im gonna fail!!!! :(:(:(
something thats been gettin me down alot lately is this guy i rly like that ive spoken about before! i like him sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much, but he doesnt see me as a girlfriend just as a friend!:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
which is the story of my life basically, it rly fucks me off that boys always go for my mates and not me! they always see me as the friend which is nice but i hate the fact that all my mates are to pretty and every 1 fancies them, just once i want sum 1 to like me!! i try talking to them about it and theyre really sweet, its just that they really dont know how it feels, i just feel so invisible! (im gonna go ito a looooong moan here) and i feel like my friends dont rly like me as much as they say they do, like they just think im always gonna be there for them, which i will, but they dont seem to relise i need sum1 to fall back on too!like today i was down west park just chattig away to my mates and then i relised that none of them were actually listening to me! and so i sed sumthing stupid like 'im pregnant' or sumthing and a couple of them laughed but the others didnt react at all so obviously they wernt listening to me at all! i know i mite not be the most interesting person to listen to or what but i just wish people wud relise im there and i have feelings too!!! :(
neways betta go!
bye xxx
broke up from skool on fri!!! exams sooon eeekkk im soooo scared!!! ive been revising all day but none of it seems to sink into my head. i know im gona fail, i just knmow it! i dont rly mind what i get 4 most of my exams, obviously if i cud get good grades that wud be wkd!!! but the one exam im rly worried about is english, i dont wanna sound like a nerd of nething but i rly want to do well!!!!! cos i want to be a journalist or a writer for a magazine! doubt ill be able too but i wanna try!!! but wen i think about the exams i feel rlyrlyrly ill!! sad i no but i just know im gonna fail!!!! :(:(:(
something thats been gettin me down alot lately is this guy i rly like that ive spoken about before! i like him sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much, but he doesnt see me as a girlfriend just as a friend!:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
which is the story of my life basically, it rly fucks me off that boys always go for my mates and not me! they always see me as the friend which is nice but i hate the fact that all my mates are to pretty and every 1 fancies them, just once i want sum 1 to like me!! i try talking to them about it and theyre really sweet, its just that they really dont know how it feels, i just feel so invisible! (im gonna go ito a looooong moan here) and i feel like my friends dont rly like me as much as they say they do, like they just think im always gonna be there for them, which i will, but they dont seem to relise i need sum1 to fall back on too!like today i was down west park just chattig away to my mates and then i relised that none of them were actually listening to me! and so i sed sumthing stupid like 'im pregnant' or sumthing and a couple of them laughed but the others didnt react at all so obviously they wernt listening to me at all! i know i mite not be the most interesting person to listen to or what but i just wish people wud relise im there and i have feelings too!!! :(
neways betta go!
bye xxx