Mar 29, 2006 07:40
Hi.
How's it going?
I'm...
not doing so well.
Not to say my life is drowned in dispair,
but I'm rather half hearted, in a very broad and downtrodden sence.
I realy doubt that Bridgette requaints my feelings towards her.
Whatever.
I wouldn't be attracted to her if I didn't feel comfterble with her as just a friend as well.
So, other than that, I just feel rejected in general.
People aren't returning calls,
although not everyone.
I don't like asking to tag allong,
but since my house sucks
and i have no car,
It's hard to be able to invite people to do anything.
I always see friends calling other friends and seeing if they want to join us.
If people do call me, I'm not noticing it.
Maybe I'm dumb.
Maybe they are used to me making the call.
Maybe I'm unwanted.
Probubly the latter.