Though I had butterflies in my stomach yesterday afternoon, it all went away in the evening. It was one of the most stressful nights I've ever had even if I wasn't worrying about any school work. It was so horrible that I couldn't stop myself from tearing up. Worse, it was over a petty thing!
I texted all my friends who were using Sun. And with their supportive replies, I calmed down a bit. However, even if my crying had already stopped, my heart wasn't completely at ease. I decided to forgo all of my tasks for the evening and go to sleep. But achieving that endeavor was too difficult for me as well.
It was only when I listened to this song that I attained peace:
Orenji no Taiyou
Gackt and Hyde
Translation from
SongMeanings.com At dusk, I beheld the orange sun with you.
With a teary face, you bid an eternal farewell.
I watched your innocent face as you frolicked with the waves.
Running along the beach with your bare feet, you are so precious to me.
I carved your name in the sand and decorated it with shells.
Nuzzled together behind it, we watched as the waves washed it away.
At dusk, I beheld the orange sun with you.
With a teary face, you bid an eternal farewell.
The blue sky hides our breath and the red sunset embraces us.
And I embrace you too, as I close my eyes.
Endless joy and sadness, and countless hellos and farewells...
Unchanging from before, the orange sun continues to watch on gently.
Back then, we dreamed of an eternity together.
Believing we would never part, we smiled and embraced.
I can't love you any more than I do.
And just by that, I feel complete.
So don't cry, we can always meet again
whenever we close our eyes...
At dusk, I beheld the orange sun with you.
With a teary face, you bid an eternal farewell.