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May 01, 2005 22:31

i had a real serious talk with miguel, idk if things are better or not but it made me realize alot. he really loves me and i don't love him nearly as much. he treat me awesome better then anyone but he's made alot of mistakes maybe too many. i know we all make mistakes but some are unforgivable. i know i've made mistakes aswell but he won't tell me what they are and i really want to know becaue it's important to know but he says i'm "perfect" which is a damn lie, i'm everything but perfect but he doesn't seem to think so. i know i'm a bitch and i can't stand him sometimes but if someone was so obsessed with you and never left you alone you'd get tired of it too and i tell him all the time but he see's a necessity in seeing me. i'm not that special. there's something wrong here but the feeling are right. w/e.

i feel like a nerd...i'm listening to nsync backstreet boys and britney spears my therapist hopes that it's the pregnancy lol

has anyone talked to maria...i should call but idk i'm usually doing something with my mom, like making bread or something.

my first ultra sound is on wednesday, then i have court the 11th they're taking off my probation violation because i've been a good girl hmm my belly is starting to grow... it looks cute.
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