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today i went to the doctors and i heard my babies heart beat! it was awesome and my mommy heard it and she was like crying and yea it was soo cute i can't wait to hold my baby and at 4 months it can hear my talk and yea. i've been feeling like shit though but w/e it'll pass and yea that's been the highlight of my day.
I went to C.O.P.E. it's a school for pregnant people and yea it's like an okay school it has day cares and clinics inside the school and such so it'd be good for me but everything is like book work and i don't like book work but not much better then the mac but w/e they both seem sucky and people were telling me C.O.P.E barely had any black bitches but i went there and it was like going to the fucking flea market so i was like umm no. but w/e if I go it'd be temperaily so yea but oh man my baby is like there growing and breathing inside me that's so amazing and it's mine all mines. i don't care what miguel says about it being his too because it's not. he just put in the semen but the rest is up to me and yea it's my baby.
idk if i like miguel as much anymore he just kinda gets on my nerves and such but that can just be the pregnancy if it isn't idk what i'd tell him but w/e i'll worry about it later but aww my baby has a heart beat!!!
I went to C.O.P.E. it's a school for pregnant people and yea it's like an okay school it has day cares and clinics inside the school and such so it'd be good for me but everything is like book work and i don't like book work but not much better then the mac but w/e they both seem sucky and people were telling me C.O.P.E barely had any black bitches but i went there and it was like going to the fucking flea market so i was like umm no. but w/e if I go it'd be temperaily so yea but oh man my baby is like there growing and breathing inside me that's so amazing and it's mine all mines. i don't care what miguel says about it being his too because it's not. he just put in the semen but the rest is up to me and yea it's my baby.
idk if i like miguel as much anymore he just kinda gets on my nerves and such but that can just be the pregnancy if it isn't idk what i'd tell him but w/e i'll worry about it later but aww my baby has a heart beat!!!