Feb 25, 2005 13:57
ah ha i'm in school, bored as fuck. therefore i am here.
Miguels stupid and i don't know if i like him anymore i mean i do but he's fuckin crazy the toher day i was talking to my friend and he calls so i was like i'll call you back because i'm talkin to isabel then he calls her on private number and asks her if she was talking to me then he goes and bitches to her how i'm the bad girl because he only tries to fuck me when i get him hard blah blah blah but a lot of times he tries to fuck me when i feel like shit or i'm sleeping or something and it's like umm okay i'm pregnant i feel like shit half of the time and you don't seem to give a shit the other day i hit him with a pool table stick he has nasty bruises on his arms and legs n shit haha that was funny but mean but really i get to his house and half an hour later he's sucking my titties wtf is that he can't wait? then when i pushed him off he was like fine fuck you too and then i got pissed since no one can tell me fuck you i almost broke up with him i didn't because idk i really love him but he doesn't seem to care about the shit i want him to do like go to school get a job take me out all that bullshit but w/e he loves me and if i ever brake up with him i really don't know what he'd do and i can't have this kid by myself and he has to like see me all the time it's scary like if i say i can't go to his house he's like oh i'll go to yours and if i say 'm not going to his house yet he assumes we have to talk every single winking moment until i get to his house idk why i go because we usually don't do shit since my mom is broke and his mom is a bitch and won't give us money or a ride and to walk to the nearest bus stop is a fuckin mission. idk idk what to do i need my hoochies for help i need my friends not my obsessive bf.help?