Oct 28, 2008 15:05
I am not pleased with what I am right now or what I'm doing
Destined to do great things
But cursed with needing more than what I've been given
Something happened at the Bellagio last night that I will never forget
I am happy with how I am treating others, but not with how I treat myself
The big sister and her kids are gone and I miss them already
It's time to set new goals, and they can't be weaksauce or material based
You are very lopsided right now and quite frankly taking this time for granted
I felt like I couldn't speak my true mind in Livejournal for a while for reasons unknown
Now is the time to admit what you need to do and do it, and everything else will fall in place
You need LJ for expression, talking to someone is healthy... even if it's to yourself
Find a routine and fall deep inside, it must include an alarm clock
The way you define success is jaded, and as a result the target is missed
Like a master sniper with a bad scope
So riddle me this...
What is it you really want?