May 19, 2004 21:05
...I havnt updated in here for like the longest time!! Melissa fixed my layout though so i was like what the heck lets update!:) Well Fred dumped me like 2 days ago but i still love him and i wanna go out with him agian...I am willing to get hurt because it hurts me more to think everyday that i could be with him...So i am putting myself out there....Even though he doesnt love me back....I am going to be very Blunt with this seemings as how no one reads it anyways!...I think that Fred's friends are the people that made him break up with me...They are always telling him that since he hasnt banged me yet and it was almost a month that he should just let me go because he wasnt gettin anything from me...Like every day he comes home saying he just wants to be friends...I dont just want to be friends with himm....I want to say that he is my boyfriend...i want to know that he loves me as much as i do him!!! I just want him back...I dont want to be hoed out or anything i just love him soo much!!! ahhh....im done because i know that you people think im crazy by now!! soo Later!
<33 The girl that misses her boy!