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My happiness grows as the night goes on
the tinkling of this magestic feeling
makes it hard to remember what ive done
but I swear that Ill see better days
but i dont want to see better days
these are the days we're meant to live
wearing our hearts out on our sleves
telling the tales of who we are
but this precious night has nearly ended
as another day begins
this is the happiest ill ever be
by far.
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Tomorrow is out in the distance
Yesterdays been gone for eternity
Memrories have come and memories have passed
lets just live for today for me
Im sick living in the past
and breathing simply for my future
this night is mine and i make it
mine forever
till the end
the road of life is a long one
with many twists and turns along
but if you turn too early
the road comes to an end ive learned
im sick of living in the past
and breathing simply for my future
this moment is mine and i make it
mine forever
till the end
_James Quay_
Havent talked to him in forever, but he sent me his songs, and theyre so good i had to put them on here cause i was writing and listening at the same time. So tonight was fun. I went out to a movie with my sis and corey and adam. The Passion was a little gross and made me realize stuff, more on that later...but then Adam and i went bowling, and it was sweet cause we had our own bowling balls and shoes and yeah, we were soo cool. shibby! anyway, it was sweet and so chill and I only got lost twice going out to waterford, I was so proud of myself, but I knew I was going the right way when I passed the Little Caesars gregor and I went to that one time for Kate's party. Why is everything with me always about food? I dunno, foods pretty amazing maybe thats why. Im gonna need even more food now that Lauren made me run today ahh it was like three miles. carazy. So maybe I will run track, but thats a lot of committment, Id rather sit and do nothing but we'll see.
So that Passion movie, like whats up with that. It makes me feel awful, more about that whole thing with people being so cruel to other people. How can people inflict that much pain and agony on other human beings its just sick. the thing is people have been doing it forever, and people still are doing it and its just wrong and disgusting and Im losing my faith in humanity, which is depressing. I just want people to be happy all the time, is that so much to ask, well I guess it is but if I had my way, we'd all be happy.
I think I hurt my ass in Oceanography cause I sit on the counter with Joey and things get a little rough...jk. But I dunno it hurts...and I know you wanted to know that. And then the running didnt help, and I had to get my pretty new shoes muddy ahh. Sorry I just liked them cause they were so clean, and they are the Nike Shox...Boing! Boing! hehe. Im just tryin to lighten things up from that last paragraph you see.
Just for the past little bit I feel like this isnt my life, like its some surreal alternate universe. Things are so crazy and I just wish I could go poof and make things go back to "normal". I guess I was jsut happier then, which is why I want to do that, but Im not gonna dwell on the past thats over with and never gonna be possible again. I guess Ill be like Caitlin and be optimistic and try to make the most out of everything. Things will most definitely get better later on, but not in the same way, and maybe thats all for the better. Who knows? But I just mean certain relationships come and go and thats why things are different, not that Ill never be happy again, cause there are those certain people that just make you feel so amazing.
And after my college meeting yesterday, the future seems so crazy and open and wow im so like, ahh what am I gonna do with my life. Like what school, what job, what anything, and all like ahh crazy so many options. I have to many, but Cornell and U of M are looking good, and U of M will have my favorite guy there so thats a plus for U of M yaay. Enough about that its boring. Yts not the school thats important, the grades, or anything like that. Its all about the people you meet and the friends you keep and knowing who matters in your life, because without friends we cant ever be happy we'll just be alone and thats so sad. Other people do have the means to inflict pain upon one another yes, but we also can make eachother really happy and I think discovering that and holding onto those that makes us happy is what life is all about.
Just have to say, we all make stupid mistakes sometimes, and we all get over the stupid mistakes sometimes. And good friends fix everything, because thats what friends do. I love all of you guys and especially you, remember "oh yeah life goes on"
Radi o.
the tinkling of this magestic feeling
makes it hard to remember what ive done
but I swear that Ill see better days
but i dont want to see better days
these are the days we're meant to live
wearing our hearts out on our sleves
telling the tales of who we are
but this precious night has nearly ended
as another day begins
this is the happiest ill ever be
by far.
----------------------------------------
Tomorrow is out in the distance
Yesterdays been gone for eternity
Memrories have come and memories have passed
lets just live for today for me
Im sick living in the past
and breathing simply for my future
this night is mine and i make it
mine forever
till the end
the road of life is a long one
with many twists and turns along
but if you turn too early
the road comes to an end ive learned
im sick of living in the past
and breathing simply for my future
this moment is mine and i make it
mine forever
till the end
_James Quay_
Havent talked to him in forever, but he sent me his songs, and theyre so good i had to put them on here cause i was writing and listening at the same time. So tonight was fun. I went out to a movie with my sis and corey and adam. The Passion was a little gross and made me realize stuff, more on that later...but then Adam and i went bowling, and it was sweet cause we had our own bowling balls and shoes and yeah, we were soo cool. shibby! anyway, it was sweet and so chill and I only got lost twice going out to waterford, I was so proud of myself, but I knew I was going the right way when I passed the Little Caesars gregor and I went to that one time for Kate's party. Why is everything with me always about food? I dunno, foods pretty amazing maybe thats why. Im gonna need even more food now that Lauren made me run today ahh it was like three miles. carazy. So maybe I will run track, but thats a lot of committment, Id rather sit and do nothing but we'll see.
So that Passion movie, like whats up with that. It makes me feel awful, more about that whole thing with people being so cruel to other people. How can people inflict that much pain and agony on other human beings its just sick. the thing is people have been doing it forever, and people still are doing it and its just wrong and disgusting and Im losing my faith in humanity, which is depressing. I just want people to be happy all the time, is that so much to ask, well I guess it is but if I had my way, we'd all be happy.
I think I hurt my ass in Oceanography cause I sit on the counter with Joey and things get a little rough...jk. But I dunno it hurts...and I know you wanted to know that. And then the running didnt help, and I had to get my pretty new shoes muddy ahh. Sorry I just liked them cause they were so clean, and they are the Nike Shox...Boing! Boing! hehe. Im just tryin to lighten things up from that last paragraph you see.
Just for the past little bit I feel like this isnt my life, like its some surreal alternate universe. Things are so crazy and I just wish I could go poof and make things go back to "normal". I guess I was jsut happier then, which is why I want to do that, but Im not gonna dwell on the past thats over with and never gonna be possible again. I guess Ill be like Caitlin and be optimistic and try to make the most out of everything. Things will most definitely get better later on, but not in the same way, and maybe thats all for the better. Who knows? But I just mean certain relationships come and go and thats why things are different, not that Ill never be happy again, cause there are those certain people that just make you feel so amazing.
And after my college meeting yesterday, the future seems so crazy and open and wow im so like, ahh what am I gonna do with my life. Like what school, what job, what anything, and all like ahh crazy so many options. I have to many, but Cornell and U of M are looking good, and U of M will have my favorite guy there so thats a plus for U of M yaay. Enough about that its boring. Yts not the school thats important, the grades, or anything like that. Its all about the people you meet and the friends you keep and knowing who matters in your life, because without friends we cant ever be happy we'll just be alone and thats so sad. Other people do have the means to inflict pain upon one another yes, but we also can make eachother really happy and I think discovering that and holding onto those that makes us happy is what life is all about.
Just have to say, we all make stupid mistakes sometimes, and we all get over the stupid mistakes sometimes. And good friends fix everything, because thats what friends do. I love all of you guys and especially you, remember "oh yeah life goes on"
Radi o.