Locked - Conversation with Duce
FandomMonster (2:15:43 PM): My only problem with you lately has been your need to turn evry single thing into something about you.
medusaex (2:16:08 PM): Examples?
FandomMonster (2:16:21 PM): Cally's name last night.
medusaex (2:16:54 PM): ?
medusaex (2:16:59 PM): I said something about Cally's name?
medusaex (2:17:23 PM): I'm running on 4 hours of sleep in about 4 days here, so excuse brain fog.
FandomMonster (2:17:43 PM): Veruca? Yeah, you turned the whole thing into "OMG, Duce is going to freak. I don't want to have to kill you. Don't ever tell Duce your name."
FandomMonster (2:18:06 PM): "Make sure that it never goes on the radio."
medusaex (2:18:39 PM): *looks at log* I /asked/ if it was NFB, and then said if it wasn't, I'd have Duce not listen.
medusaex (2:19:07 PM): And it's pertinent, since she's been /asking/ people ICLY about Veruca, and hasn't mentioned she's dead.
FandomMonster (2:20:28 PM): My point is that Cally's name isn't about Duce. Cally and Duce don't hang out. Cally hadn't had a first name up to this point so why would she be all of a sudden blaring it about now. The point of them picking such an odd name was so that there was a reason why Cally always goes by her last name.
FandomMonster (2:21:05 PM): You turned it into an issue about Duce. You do it all the time.
medusaex (2:22:40 PM): Then ignore it. That wasn't what I was trying to do. That was pertinent to a freaking plot I have currently going and I absolutely do not want it to come into play. I mentioned it because I don't want it to be an issue. That was why I asked if it was public.
medusaex (2:23:11 PM): But you seem to have several problems with me and things I say, and I'm starting to feel totally thought-policed here.
FandomMonster (2:23:50 PM): It's hard to ignore you when you turn chat into The Duce Show.
medusaex (2:24:15 PM): As opposed to the orgy, or the bad pun show, or the snakes on a plane song, or the thousand other things it is during any given day.
medusaex (2:24:35 PM): But seriously - I can't say anything lately without you jumping on me and getting upset.
FandomMonster (2:25:04 PM): Tell me another time I got upset with you.
medusaex (2:26:26 PM): The piercing thing. The body art picture thing, which you didn't even bother to talk to me about before you logged off in a huff. I didn't know the damn page was friendable - I'd tried to set it so people could watch it but /not/ have it on their F-list so I didn't know they'd see it unless they looked at it. During the Treasure Hunt when you thought I was trying to mod something and I had no clue what the hell you were talking about and I was asking for info.
medusaex (2:28:17 PM): And now I apparently try to turn everything into something about my character, so I should just shut up and never talk, even though I thought this was a channel we could talk about our characters on, created for that purpose, and to talk about game stuff.
FandomMonster (2:28:17 PM): I didn't log off in a huff, I logged off suddenly. I was really tired and knew I couldn't explain myself well. I would have discussed it the next day, but you had already changed it so that people wouldn't be forced to look at the picture.
medusaex (2:28:32 PM): And still never bothered to talk to me about it.
medusaex (2:28:34 PM): At all.
FandomMonster (2:29:05 PM): Because I thought you realized what I was talknig about when I saw your post the next day.
medusaex (2:29:41 PM): Not until about two hours after you logged off, when Krycek was able to explain /why/ it was a problem for people - I didn't know the coding on it was fucked.
FandomMonster (2:30:49 PM): See, you'd already had the conversation. IAnd probably better than I could have explained at all. Let alone when too tired to form coherent sentences. Why go back to you and discuss something you'd aready realized?
medusaex (2:31:47 PM): Letting me know it was fixed for you and you weren't still upset would've been nice, or that it wasn't viewable for you anymore so you weren't confronted by an image you really didn't like.
medusaex (2:33:32 PM): I had no idea that was the same problem.
FandomMonster (2:37:55 PM): I don't talk much, Duce. Typing everything out is even worse. The thing with the poster wasn't a problem for me. I saw other people - I don't remember who now - in chat being made uncomfortable by the picture. I thought I could explain it to you. Then my brain shut off and all I wanted to do was sleep until I could form my thoughts properly. When I logged on the next day, it was changed. I figured that either you realized what I was trying to say or that someone else had asked to you to change it...
FandomMonster (2:38:24 PM): I didn't want to just as kyou to change it because I wanted you to understand why it should havebeen cut in the fir stplace.
FandomMonster (2:38:32 PM): You are right.
FandomMonster (2:38:49 PM): I should have told you that I appreciated the change the next day.
FandomMonster (2:38:58 PM): I'm sorry Ididn't do that.
medusaex (2:40:55 PM): *shrug* You now no longer have to worry about my behavior in chat. Since I apparently have a very different idea of what my comments are, I'll just stick to private IM's with the people I know won't be bothered by them.
FandomMonster (2:44:30 PM): I'm trying not to be bitchy. I really am.
medusaex (2:44:41 PM): That's not me being pissy, btw.. I just don't have the reserves to get upset over a game right now, and am recusing myself for now.
FandomMonster (2:44:50 PM): Okay.
FandomMonster (2:45:40 PM): I know you're tired. I really should have waited for a better time. I appologize for that. You were asking people to be honest with you though, so I was.
medusaex (2:45:46 PM): I'm sick, I'm tired, I haven't slept properly in gods knows how long, I was already upset about a lot of shit and thinking about dropping the game.. so right now, I'm gonna just let things chill until I'm in a better place where I can think clearly.
FandomMonster (2:45:59 PM): Okay.
medusaex (2:46:01 PM): I appreciate that. I'd rather have people let me know what they think than not.
FandomMonster (2:46:25 PM): I wouls too. Feel free to come back atme when you are more rested. :D
FandomMonster (2:46:35 PM): I do respect you for speaking your imnd.
medusaex (2:46:52 PM): thanks.
medusaex (2:16:08 PM): Examples?
FandomMonster (2:16:21 PM): Cally's name last night.
medusaex (2:16:54 PM): ?
medusaex (2:16:59 PM): I said something about Cally's name?
medusaex (2:17:23 PM): I'm running on 4 hours of sleep in about 4 days here, so excuse brain fog.
FandomMonster (2:17:43 PM): Veruca? Yeah, you turned the whole thing into "OMG, Duce is going to freak. I don't want to have to kill you. Don't ever tell Duce your name."
FandomMonster (2:18:06 PM): "Make sure that it never goes on the radio."
medusaex (2:18:39 PM): *looks at log* I /asked/ if it was NFB, and then said if it wasn't, I'd have Duce not listen.
medusaex (2:19:07 PM): And it's pertinent, since she's been /asking/ people ICLY about Veruca, and hasn't mentioned she's dead.
FandomMonster (2:20:28 PM): My point is that Cally's name isn't about Duce. Cally and Duce don't hang out. Cally hadn't had a first name up to this point so why would she be all of a sudden blaring it about now. The point of them picking such an odd name was so that there was a reason why Cally always goes by her last name.
FandomMonster (2:21:05 PM): You turned it into an issue about Duce. You do it all the time.
medusaex (2:22:40 PM): Then ignore it. That wasn't what I was trying to do. That was pertinent to a freaking plot I have currently going and I absolutely do not want it to come into play. I mentioned it because I don't want it to be an issue. That was why I asked if it was public.
medusaex (2:23:11 PM): But you seem to have several problems with me and things I say, and I'm starting to feel totally thought-policed here.
FandomMonster (2:23:50 PM): It's hard to ignore you when you turn chat into The Duce Show.
medusaex (2:24:15 PM): As opposed to the orgy, or the bad pun show, or the snakes on a plane song, or the thousand other things it is during any given day.
medusaex (2:24:35 PM): But seriously - I can't say anything lately without you jumping on me and getting upset.
FandomMonster (2:25:04 PM): Tell me another time I got upset with you.
medusaex (2:26:26 PM): The piercing thing. The body art picture thing, which you didn't even bother to talk to me about before you logged off in a huff. I didn't know the damn page was friendable - I'd tried to set it so people could watch it but /not/ have it on their F-list so I didn't know they'd see it unless they looked at it. During the Treasure Hunt when you thought I was trying to mod something and I had no clue what the hell you were talking about and I was asking for info.
medusaex (2:28:17 PM): And now I apparently try to turn everything into something about my character, so I should just shut up and never talk, even though I thought this was a channel we could talk about our characters on, created for that purpose, and to talk about game stuff.
FandomMonster (2:28:17 PM): I didn't log off in a huff, I logged off suddenly. I was really tired and knew I couldn't explain myself well. I would have discussed it the next day, but you had already changed it so that people wouldn't be forced to look at the picture.
medusaex (2:28:32 PM): And still never bothered to talk to me about it.
medusaex (2:28:34 PM): At all.
FandomMonster (2:29:05 PM): Because I thought you realized what I was talknig about when I saw your post the next day.
medusaex (2:29:41 PM): Not until about two hours after you logged off, when Krycek was able to explain /why/ it was a problem for people - I didn't know the coding on it was fucked.
FandomMonster (2:30:49 PM): See, you'd already had the conversation. IAnd probably better than I could have explained at all. Let alone when too tired to form coherent sentences. Why go back to you and discuss something you'd aready realized?
medusaex (2:31:47 PM): Letting me know it was fixed for you and you weren't still upset would've been nice, or that it wasn't viewable for you anymore so you weren't confronted by an image you really didn't like.
medusaex (2:33:32 PM): I had no idea that was the same problem.
FandomMonster (2:37:55 PM): I don't talk much, Duce. Typing everything out is even worse. The thing with the poster wasn't a problem for me. I saw other people - I don't remember who now - in chat being made uncomfortable by the picture. I thought I could explain it to you. Then my brain shut off and all I wanted to do was sleep until I could form my thoughts properly. When I logged on the next day, it was changed. I figured that either you realized what I was trying to say or that someone else had asked to you to change it...
FandomMonster (2:38:24 PM): I didn't want to just as kyou to change it because I wanted you to understand why it should havebeen cut in the fir stplace.
FandomMonster (2:38:32 PM): You are right.
FandomMonster (2:38:49 PM): I should have told you that I appreciated the change the next day.
FandomMonster (2:38:58 PM): I'm sorry Ididn't do that.
medusaex (2:40:55 PM): *shrug* You now no longer have to worry about my behavior in chat. Since I apparently have a very different idea of what my comments are, I'll just stick to private IM's with the people I know won't be bothered by them.
FandomMonster (2:44:30 PM): I'm trying not to be bitchy. I really am.
medusaex (2:44:41 PM): That's not me being pissy, btw.. I just don't have the reserves to get upset over a game right now, and am recusing myself for now.
FandomMonster (2:44:50 PM): Okay.
FandomMonster (2:45:40 PM): I know you're tired. I really should have waited for a better time. I appologize for that. You were asking people to be honest with you though, so I was.
medusaex (2:45:46 PM): I'm sick, I'm tired, I haven't slept properly in gods knows how long, I was already upset about a lot of shit and thinking about dropping the game.. so right now, I'm gonna just let things chill until I'm in a better place where I can think clearly.
FandomMonster (2:45:59 PM): Okay.
medusaex (2:46:01 PM): I appreciate that. I'd rather have people let me know what they think than not.
FandomMonster (2:46:25 PM): I wouls too. Feel free to come back atme when you are more rested. :D
FandomMonster (2:46:35 PM): I do respect you for speaking your imnd.
medusaex (2:46:52 PM): thanks.