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I keep on forgetting how twisted my heart is. Trying to pretend that I am fine and that I am looking for someone/something..but really there is still only one thing I want. I have never felt this way before, and I have a feeling that it will never completely die - and the very idea that it might is quite scary at the moment; it would be like loosing myself, the very reason I do what I do.
It all keeps on leading me to one thought. And I just cant shake it.
I think I need to move, this house is holding it all in for me.
It all keeps on leading me to one thought. And I just cant shake it.
I think I need to move, this house is holding it all in for me.