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May 03, 2009 02:30

FUCK!!!

i think my frd will be shock seeing me posting this on my blog! but i don't know why, i just feel like shouting it out!!!
fuck my feeling now, i really don't know what i am feeling now! i looking forward to army, coz i can just concentrate my time there!
wa emo post again!!! i think i am always spending my time to post the emo side of me =x
after night cycling, small nexo group was chatting in BK! and come to this convo that say " wa, those people that stay in malaysia and come to singapore to study very poorthing, after they finish studying, they need to go back to their country to work and all their frds are left behind."
this is actually happening to me too =( i like my frds here, and i really appreciate them=) i really lucky to have meet frds like them!
from pri, to sec, from sec to poly! my life is great, meeting great frds around!
once getting older, i realised that some days i may need to leave them and ya! back to my country where i don't have any frds there!
maybe this is the reason y i want to stay in singapore to serve my NS =)

somehow i wondering what is love about? do i really need one? how do i know when i will be in love?
why do people confused whether they are in love or not? why do people think they do not deserve others to love them?
why do people get married and regretted after years of marrage? why do people want to divorce?
no worry my frds! this is not happening to my parents =)
十万个为什么???

anyway, i am alright people! somehow i just want to post out my thoughts! and feeling!
but my feeling still very confused!!! stupid feeling! first time in my life i feel so bother by not understanding my feeling!
LOSER!!! i want to go find a day for me to drink and free myself away from the stupid feeling!
"feeling" you are sort of my enermy now!!!
if you really think that i am sad or what right! BUY ME DARK CHOCOLATE =)

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