life's little pains in the butt
after already a mostly bad day i went and made it a lot worse. first of all, i know my job sucks, the time i work, the amount of work i do, the little pay i get and the fact it sucks my whole social life away from me. the problem with getting another job is, i can't find anyplace thats hiring so ya it sucks big time cuz i guess i just gotta stick with it till at least september then after that i probably will either take a leave of absense or just quit in general
now the next thing, i have no money at all, after paying rent, other bills, car payment, food bills, gas and heaven forbid a little money for myself (which equals about 10 bucks) theres nothing left over, so this is now getting me in trouble with my girlfriend who wants to see me a lot.....now don't get me wrong i want to see her a lot too, but its the fact that, i have to have at LEAST 20 to go down there and thats just for gas, if i want to eat or take her out someplace thats even more, but since i don't have any money its putting a real strain on this relationship, and its starting to strain me too
i haven't seen my roomate dan in a long time, but i had an epiphony at work yesterday night, and thats basically since he's been dating his girlfriend, hes a total changed person, and i don't have any bad feelings towards the guy but i don't know how much longer he'll be around or even if he'll want to even hang out with us, and im fine with that, people move on all the time, theres only so long you can keep everything the same and then everything gets all turned upside down and changes occur, which can lead to changes in people
i've found my new favorite passtime, and thats lacrosse, i don't get to play it much cuz i don't have a stick for it yet, but its soo much fun, the athletism is a total rush, and the fact that its like football and soccer and hockey all rolled into one, is the best thing, cuz i get to take out all my agressions on other people, its very theraputic, and hopefully if everything goes well, we can actually start a team for oshkosh so ill actually be an athlete again instead of a guy who works out a lot.......as much as i hate to say it, i do miss those every day after school practices and the aches and pains of being appart of a team
i haven't heard from many of my other friends in a while, which is understandable because well its summer and it happens cuz well people have to work at real times of day, but i suppose sometime ill have to give them a call and see if we could organize something, maybe a party or maybe just like a huge day out kinda thing
well i've rambled and ranted long enough, ill be sure to drop another one of these down soon
now the next thing, i have no money at all, after paying rent, other bills, car payment, food bills, gas and heaven forbid a little money for myself (which equals about 10 bucks) theres nothing left over, so this is now getting me in trouble with my girlfriend who wants to see me a lot.....now don't get me wrong i want to see her a lot too, but its the fact that, i have to have at LEAST 20 to go down there and thats just for gas, if i want to eat or take her out someplace thats even more, but since i don't have any money its putting a real strain on this relationship, and its starting to strain me too
i haven't seen my roomate dan in a long time, but i had an epiphony at work yesterday night, and thats basically since he's been dating his girlfriend, hes a total changed person, and i don't have any bad feelings towards the guy but i don't know how much longer he'll be around or even if he'll want to even hang out with us, and im fine with that, people move on all the time, theres only so long you can keep everything the same and then everything gets all turned upside down and changes occur, which can lead to changes in people
i've found my new favorite passtime, and thats lacrosse, i don't get to play it much cuz i don't have a stick for it yet, but its soo much fun, the athletism is a total rush, and the fact that its like football and soccer and hockey all rolled into one, is the best thing, cuz i get to take out all my agressions on other people, its very theraputic, and hopefully if everything goes well, we can actually start a team for oshkosh so ill actually be an athlete again instead of a guy who works out a lot.......as much as i hate to say it, i do miss those every day after school practices and the aches and pains of being appart of a team
i haven't heard from many of my other friends in a while, which is understandable because well its summer and it happens cuz well people have to work at real times of day, but i suppose sometime ill have to give them a call and see if we could organize something, maybe a party or maybe just like a huge day out kinda thing
well i've rambled and ranted long enough, ill be sure to drop another one of these down soon