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[ffrostbytee]

ah> souled out was the best thing to ever happen to me..i just have a new life...the only sad thing is.. ive made friends ill never see again, i hurt my ankle the friday before so i couldnt swim, and jennifer broke up with me the day after we got back..which is today...it kind of sucks, but in a way its fine.. i mean, she said she did it because she needed to focus on God more...it makes sense to me..but i thought we were together for the very reason, to focus more on God.. blah. i need a g/f right about now lol...so..right now im spiritually strong.. i went out and punched satan in the face some... but.. everything else that doesnt have to do with God is killing me....its fine though. i can do all things in Christ. i will make it some way or another.....but for tonight i think ill just cry all night...

God...where are you...you took everything..
friends..family...myself..
i feal dead...hurt...but i still praise you..
where are you...
where can i go now..
Im all alone
im not alone
im all alone
but by God im not alone..
im in desperate need Lord.
dont leave me now..
every bit of me depends on you..
somehow...
im in desperate need Lord, desperate need
dont leave me now..
every bit of me depends on you Lord!
somehow...

im gone...ill be back in two weeks.. thats all the time i need God...see you later cowboy.