I canceled my plans for New Years
Yep... called them off and I almost called off other plans I made for tonight, but didn't... or least I haven't yet. Probably better not, otherwise I'll be at home tonight. Didn't do the first one because I basically figure out the day of that I'm not compatible with the one I was going with. My New Years resolution should be to not make plans because one way or the other, they end up being screwed. I should just go with whatever from now on.
This is my other resolution.
I'm not into head games, etc. I'm not necessarily looking for a relationship, however am not closed minded to one with the right person. When it comes to relationships, I believe that if it were meant to be, it will happen and shouldn't be forced into some mold. If I am in a relationship, I am as committed as can be, but if I'm not in one, then I just like to have fun.
Now, those are my own words. I just need to actually start living that way and start believing in it. I don't want to give up on the soulmate ideology that I've always had, but I also need to make myself more open to just enjoying life.
Happy New Years all.
And yes... *gasp*... That is a country song I'm listening to. Sorry, but that girl just has one helluva voice.
This is my other resolution.
I'm not into head games, etc. I'm not necessarily looking for a relationship, however am not closed minded to one with the right person. When it comes to relationships, I believe that if it were meant to be, it will happen and shouldn't be forced into some mold. If I am in a relationship, I am as committed as can be, but if I'm not in one, then I just like to have fun.
Now, those are my own words. I just need to actually start living that way and start believing in it. I don't want to give up on the soulmate ideology that I've always had, but I also need to make myself more open to just enjoying life.
Happy New Years all.
And yes... *gasp*... That is a country song I'm listening to. Sorry, but that girl just has one helluva voice.