Sleep all day.
Meet in our dreams and live life far away.
I am so completely pissed off. Seriously. I found out that Anita (Nathan's mother) like to talk shit about me behind my back. How mature is that? She's 46 years old and can't talk about her problems with me to my face. That is completely ridiculous in my eyes. Am I wrong to find her super immature for acting like this? No. I'm supposed to be paying her 100 dollars a month...which I'm fine with. Well, I got my first paycheck the day before yesterday and today she asked me how much I made. I forgot. I knew that it was almost 200. So I asked Nathan and then I told her. She said I didn't have to pay her any money this paycheck because it was my first. Well, after work Cassie told me that Anita said that when she asked me how much I made I said, "......I don't remember." in a really like innocent, little girl voice. Which is shit. She also talks about how Nathan and I take advantage of her. How the hell do I do that? Seriously. It's like I'm not even here. I never come upstairs for anything. Just to take a shower or use the restroom. I do my laundry as little as possible. I don't eat her food. Nathan had been buying my food until now. Also she said that I use her water and shampoo. MY FUCKING BAD. So I bought her two bottles of shampoo. I swear to goddddddddd. I'm going to shoot myself. I CANNOT wait until I'm out of here. Ugh.
I'm pissed and miss my family.