Wow
I wasn't expecting any of this.....it all came so fast. And I think I am still in shock. I not sure when it will hit me full force....hopefully not soon. I don't want to come out of this shock yet. It hurts enough like this. This sucks alot, but I pray to God this is for the best. That's what she told me, and I want to believe her so badly. At this point though, I can't believe that yet. I thought everything was going pretty well, but I guess not. I guess it wasn't meant to be. Only time will tell how this is going to all play out. I still love her, and I know she still loves me. It's going to be tough. But we will make it through.