our friendship -my point of view-
you're that happy huh? you even post the date, and show it off proudly.. /what about our date?/
you even forgot your best friend's birthday date!
you really afraid of losing him.. but what about the thought of losing us? have you ever think of that?
then what are us? what are we in your eyes? why do you take us oh so lightly?
friends, i know.. but we've been together for almost 2 years! you've known him for barely 6 months!
we are happy for you, we really are.. but seem like you going further and further from us.. at least from me
i really want to say "don't rely on him too much" but i can't.. i'm this kind of person, i can't rely and trust other completely.. believe it or not, sometimes i can't be honest with you guys.. i keep what needed to be kept for me, for myself.. i can't force you to be like me, we are 2 different person.. with 2 different way of life.. but we are the best of friends.. i really don't want to see you shed even one single tear for him.. i don't like him to be the reason why you cried, but he did.. you don't even shed tear for us, but pour it our for him..
i want to say "don't look for me when he hurt you! i told you before!" but i can't.. i don't say my opinion.. why? because our friendship can be the price that i must pay for that few words.. and i'd rather swallow those words than spit it out and we'll be strangers...
our friendship once at stake, but we've gone through it.. but do you guys realize? we didn't through it together.. just some of us helped by giving their opinion..
we are drifting apart guys, don't you all realize?
maybe i seem to be careles about what's going on between us, but it's me who observed us, who watched over our relationship.. i just can't bring myself to voice it out..
recently, i insist on we must gather wether you like it or not.. why? because i sense something will happen, will break us if we don't re-built our bond..
so guys, i only wanted 1 thing, for us to be what we used to be.. is it that hard?
just please...
you even forgot your best friend's birthday date!
you really afraid of losing him.. but what about the thought of losing us? have you ever think of that?
then what are us? what are we in your eyes? why do you take us oh so lightly?
friends, i know.. but we've been together for almost 2 years! you've known him for barely 6 months!
we are happy for you, we really are.. but seem like you going further and further from us.. at least from me
i really want to say "don't rely on him too much" but i can't.. i'm this kind of person, i can't rely and trust other completely.. believe it or not, sometimes i can't be honest with you guys.. i keep what needed to be kept for me, for myself.. i can't force you to be like me, we are 2 different person.. with 2 different way of life.. but we are the best of friends.. i really don't want to see you shed even one single tear for him.. i don't like him to be the reason why you cried, but he did.. you don't even shed tear for us, but pour it our for him..
i want to say "don't look for me when he hurt you! i told you before!" but i can't.. i don't say my opinion.. why? because our friendship can be the price that i must pay for that few words.. and i'd rather swallow those words than spit it out and we'll be strangers...
our friendship once at stake, but we've gone through it.. but do you guys realize? we didn't through it together.. just some of us helped by giving their opinion..
we are drifting apart guys, don't you all realize?
maybe i seem to be careles about what's going on between us, but it's me who observed us, who watched over our relationship.. i just can't bring myself to voice it out..
recently, i insist on we must gather wether you like it or not.. why? because i sense something will happen, will break us if we don't re-built our bond..
so guys, i only wanted 1 thing, for us to be what we used to be.. is it that hard?
just please...