YIKES!!!!

[fezick]

So i have recieved quite a few questions about that last post... (NOT THE HOT OR NOT ONE) and why was I so excited. Well to answer the questions as best ai can without jinxing anything I realized that yet again I was crushing on someone... the reason I was so excited was that for the first time in a looooooooooooong time the person i was crushing on was feeling the same way. its amazeing how someone can move into the friend catagory so quickly only to be swiftly moved to the love intrest catagory. I am desperatly trying to move slow and steady on this one... i have had enough broken (or at least seriously bruised) hearts in the last 2 years i dont need a new one... but I am feeling a draw th this person... like... gravity. I couldnt run away if I wanted to wich i don't so the point is moot. And i REALLY feel that she is feeling the same way and fighting the same fears on her side... and OMG!!! This is the first time in too long to remember that I didn't look at someone and say "I can fix you by loving you." THis person doesnt need me to fix her cause she isn't broke. And I am happy... adn comfortable... and missing her because she is to far away... ( but at least for the first time in a year I picked someone in cali... took long enough ).

SOOOO thats what it is all about... the big guy... the wookie... he is falling for a girl, and she is falling for him. That simple. Nothing more.

UGH!!! The evil sun is peaking out... time for sleep.

Huggles everyone!!!