my life so far

May 13, 2005 14:42

hey wats happenin ppl guess whos bak thats right muthafuckas the demon is bak . its been a long time been up to fuck all messing about college in stuff . i'll let u get in on tha down low . finally i could be bothered to apply to college of commerce cause i hate stow college its a shite whole theres no babes left here for me to mingle with . i went in today to see bout ma interview and my fucking god the amount of burds i saw and pulled was fucking amazing college of commerce is of the hook i cud dig that type of lifestyle .

well last nite watched xxx 2 and it is fucking amazing its better than the first triple x ice cube is shit hot aw fuck it was sensational the action the burd charli (oh my god) shit man am gonna go home watch it again was also watching sahara last nite it got a bit freaky during the first fifteen mins then i jus fell asleep lol . but hopefully al watch the whole of it tonite if im not doing anything lifes been shite lately to be honest stopped drinking stopped the dope n shit just couldnt be bothered wit it to be honest ur probably shocked cause u think that im the type of guy who wudnt stop drinkin or dope for anything but hey thats the way it is . av had a shit load of assessments n stuff in college lately n am really behind n shit but who gives a fuk.

went to m &d's the other day was fuking amazing i jus cudnt belive it i had such a gud time with ma mates n that went on that airball n pulled a muscle in ma back (muthafuckas) lol only if i cud sue them for that but hey i had a gud time so fuk it .

i have to admit i miss bobby a lot these days (i know obviously im gonna miss cause he was my best friend who treated me like a little brother always looking out for me and always had time for me no matter wat) av neva been the same without him whenever i did sumthin went out clubbing ,chillin or parties or jus the walk bout town looking for chicks to harass bobby was there with me . plus i had a weird dream bout him last nite where i wiz sittin in bobby's house and sumone grabbed me frm behind when i turned round to look to see who it was, bobby was standing in front of me and i just burst out in tears in my dream when i woke up and realised it was a dream i cried ( for the first time in ages i cried i cudnt believe it).
av been wurking on my website that i made for bobby and its just about nearly finished just sum more pis to put on it and our talent show vids.

finally ive realised that am in love ( yes ppl its true believe or not) i cudnt believe it the one that always sed that i wud neva fall in love (fuk man) and the mystery girl is ..... STEPHANIE DELANEY
(ur right its the same stephanie delaney that went to bannerman high skool with us. i mean i did like in high skool from day one but i didnt imagine i wud be in love with her we were always gud mates. and i do admit i do get jealous when she is with guy pals . but i cant i dont know how to go up to her and say how i feel bout her cause if she rejects me i wudnt be able to handle it. but i have to say it to her one day but the problem is how ( oh and silas by the time uv read this ur prob laughing at me and thinking how can the mack fall in love and no tell her how i feel )but the day i saw her after november i fell in love with her she changed me by not saying anything to me (lol u all probably think am crazy. and i am im crazy bout her).

well ppl am gonna blaze and do sum wurk (hopefully)
catch all u dudes and dudettes later
laterdayz xox .....fez ( the one and only)xox
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