Sep 30, 2008 16:53
i have no tolerance for caffine anymore.
I spend hours tossing and turning last night from two cups of coffee in which i drank around 4p.m. fuck that!
calculus is going much better this week, i've stayed afloat the ship the whole class is sailing on. Last week I was thrown out to sea to swim for my own survival but a friend reminded me that even when you're man overboard, you can still look for a rope at the side to climb up. Sometimes its hard to imagine a way back up when you fall. Sometimes I think since i fell, im down. but that's not true and even more so, it's irrational. i think i needed the experience of being lost and the experience of finding my way back to reinforce this notion.
now i can say im capable again. and next time i fall i don't think it'll hurt as bad.