Poo
Ugh, i woke up this morning feeling like poo. I think Ali gave me her germs when she accidently started drinking my orange julius at work earlier this week. Blergh!
Tonight I think I'll just sit home and watch tv, and drink lots of orange juice to get better. I'm gonna recolour my hair cause I decided I don't like how they did it at the salon. I know, its a waste of money but what I told her to do isn't looking as good as I thought it would.
Ok and so here is what I have to say to whoever this counts for. Not everyone, but some. I like the relationship I'm in, believe it or not. People aren't perfect and relationships aren't perfect. Sure he and I do things to piss each other off sometimes, but everyone does that. He makes me happy when he does nice things for me and I like to do nice things for him to make him happy. He is someone I could see myself growing old with and I want to find that out for myself. I think this is a good relationship. There are some people out there who might not think that but you are not in it so you can't really judge. He doesn't beat me or make me feel like shit or any of that other abusive crap. I like him, he likes me, end of story. So no more bashing him, whatever the reason unless I start it. I want to feel good about being with him and when people find a need to tell me how "weird" he is or how he did something wrong towards me... well, I just don't want to discuss it anymore unless I bring it up. Thats it really. No finger pointing or anything like that. Everyone knows I've had a shitty situation to deal with already and I think I've learned a thing or two since then so I won't be jumping the gun anytime soon on this.
ok, enough of that. Just had to put that out in the open there.
Tonight I think I'll just sit home and watch tv, and drink lots of orange juice to get better. I'm gonna recolour my hair cause I decided I don't like how they did it at the salon. I know, its a waste of money but what I told her to do isn't looking as good as I thought it would.
Ok and so here is what I have to say to whoever this counts for. Not everyone, but some. I like the relationship I'm in, believe it or not. People aren't perfect and relationships aren't perfect. Sure he and I do things to piss each other off sometimes, but everyone does that. He makes me happy when he does nice things for me and I like to do nice things for him to make him happy. He is someone I could see myself growing old with and I want to find that out for myself. I think this is a good relationship. There are some people out there who might not think that but you are not in it so you can't really judge. He doesn't beat me or make me feel like shit or any of that other abusive crap. I like him, he likes me, end of story. So no more bashing him, whatever the reason unless I start it. I want to feel good about being with him and when people find a need to tell me how "weird" he is or how he did something wrong towards me... well, I just don't want to discuss it anymore unless I bring it up. Thats it really. No finger pointing or anything like that. Everyone knows I've had a shitty situation to deal with already and I think I've learned a thing or two since then so I won't be jumping the gun anytime soon on this.
ok, enough of that. Just had to put that out in the open there.