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Aug 15, 2005 22:40

Ok. So maybe I'm a little tipsy. But you know what? I'm just tipsy enough to tell everyone just what I'm thinking. I've caught nothing but hell ever since I've started seeing Donnie. I'm tired of it. Yeah, he has a past. Who cares? Who doesn't? I accept every part of his part and still love him. If people can't accept him for who he is, or accept him simply because I love him, then they just might be losing a friend. I understand that people are worried for me. Here's a wake-up call. I'M A BIG GIRL. I can take care of myself. People only going to learn from their mistakes. And if this is a mistake of mine, then damn it, let it be a mistake. Apparently I was supposed to learn something from this experience. Granted, life isn't perfect, and neither is he; but damn if he isn't the closest I've found in a long time. I'm happy at where I'm at now. I'm happy being with him. He isn't going to take me away from my family and friends. He actually pushes me to spend more time with them because he believes that family and (yes, even) friends are important to a person. He wants me to enjoy the time I spend with them.

They say not to judge another. Then why does everyone suddenly have an opinion on him before even really getting to know him? That hurts that people can't take my word on him. They say I don't know him. True, I don't know every detail of his life since birth, but I know the major events of his life that has lead him down this road. Although I personally haven't experienced it all, I try everyday to understand what he's went through.

I guess I've said what I have to say. I'm sorry if this offends anyone, but I needed to say it and get it out there. This is how I feel and if you can't understand or this upsets you, then I'm sorry.

Bye y'all
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