DAMN HIM!
I hate this feeling of depression and desolation! I hate this loneliness. He's finally stopped calling me at the crack of dawn in the morning and yet I wake up looking at the phone. I can't get the damn man out of my dreams and when I have nightmares I'm waking up reaching for him. Its not fair. I should be able to move on without feeling like this! I thought if I work myself to the bone and keep myself up late working and tire myself out that I'll sleep the sleep of the dead. Instead I lay my head on the pillow and his face is behind my eyelids, feel his touch and smell his cologne!!! He didn't treat me right, he hurt me emotionally and I know he was no good for me and yet he's still there.
Maybe if I get it out it'll help me get him out of my system.
Maybe if I get it out it'll help me get him out of my system.