You see colours no one else can see
Things are moving forward.
I mean, it's about time, really, but it's still somewhat overwhelmingly calming feeling to know it's off my hands now. I still have no idea when, or where or what I need with me, but right now there's nothing to do but wait - and if something needs my attention despite all the assurances of "it should be fine now, next thing to do is keep up the good attitude and wait", well, at least I now have even more motivation to do something about that something. Whoah.
In other news, life is kinda good. Calm, steady and not awfully special, but then again drama was never my thing. Spring took a while to get adjusted, but the worst was thankfully over super fast. I've had amazing discussions with the most surprising people and I still am not sure whether I've had really good luck with meeting the best kind of leaders or if they're all this easy to get along with. I mean, well, you know - forget about not knowing how to act at interviews, when the stake leader is the easiest person to interact with and just, cool.
Exciting times, even as they are only the natural step to take at this point. It's the calm excitement of knowing you're finally almost there and knowing that I've actually managed to stick to a plan I made years ago and didn't give up even when I really, really felt like it.
Life is good. Lots of things I could complain about, but right now I'm concentrating on what I've already achieved. This is, after all, most likely the well-known calm before the storm but at least I remember getting through something similar almost exactly three years ago - I will survive this one, too. Even if I don't, you know?
...these random and seemingly not connected thoughts brought to you by the time between taking cake out of the oven and waiting for the laundry machines to finish downstairs - what the heck do people do while nothing else is quite ready and all tv shows are on some stupid hiatus or something?
I sincerely love you guys, you're more amazing and special than you know you are!
I mean, it's about time, really, but it's still somewhat overwhelmingly calming feeling to know it's off my hands now. I still have no idea when, or where or what I need with me, but right now there's nothing to do but wait - and if something needs my attention despite all the assurances of "it should be fine now, next thing to do is keep up the good attitude and wait", well, at least I now have even more motivation to do something about that something. Whoah.
In other news, life is kinda good. Calm, steady and not awfully special, but then again drama was never my thing. Spring took a while to get adjusted, but the worst was thankfully over super fast. I've had amazing discussions with the most surprising people and I still am not sure whether I've had really good luck with meeting the best kind of leaders or if they're all this easy to get along with. I mean, well, you know - forget about not knowing how to act at interviews, when the stake leader is the easiest person to interact with and just, cool.
Exciting times, even as they are only the natural step to take at this point. It's the calm excitement of knowing you're finally almost there and knowing that I've actually managed to stick to a plan I made years ago and didn't give up even when I really, really felt like it.
Life is good. Lots of things I could complain about, but right now I'm concentrating on what I've already achieved. This is, after all, most likely the well-known calm before the storm but at least I remember getting through something similar almost exactly three years ago - I will survive this one, too. Even if I don't, you know?
...these random and seemingly not connected thoughts brought to you by the time between taking cake out of the oven and waiting for the laundry machines to finish downstairs - what the heck do people do while nothing else is quite ready and all tv shows are on some stupid hiatus or something?
I sincerely love you guys, you're more amazing and special than you know you are!