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[feyla]

Okay so this is a product of talking with Rose last night, and all of my recent conversations with Melody. It's something that I don't expect everyone to understand or identify with. That's fine. Just don't call me crazy. Because I'm not. I'm completely realistic in my thoughts, even if I always keep dreaming

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[feyla]

Commenting on my own post. XDD But I also had wanted to add up there (except it didn't quite fit in) that I did have that urge to go look up my favorite's ideal type and everything about them and all that stuff. But then I thought about it and I didn't. Yeah, I love learning more about them. But I want to stick to what they show me themselves. I occasionally see stalker pics or a fancam, but that's rare. I want to know them yes, but also give them the same chance they would have with me. If that makes sense. Anything that's public (by which I mean they're on stage or something official) I watch and I'll watch fancams of. But although I would love to know more about them and what they do when they aren't on stage, I'll save that for if I were ever to actually meet them and get to know them. kkk I'm having a hard time explaining and that sounds quite delusional.

What I'm trying to say though is that they could look me up to and they're quite welcome to any information about me that I've shared. I've shared that personally. And I feel like any performance or official thing is something they have shared. (Even if sometimes I wish they would just rest a little instead.) So yeah, I just wanted to add that in. That's one of my advantages. XD I don't intensely stalk you, so there's plenty of things I don't know about you and you could tell me yourself. ;)