I hate being a loser

Jul 25, 2013 16:45

My day got ruined because I saw one of my mom's old friends in the
grocery store. I haven't seen her since I was a kid.

There she is telling my brother about how her life has been and how
great her kids have been doing, making all kinds of money and raising
families and wonderful wonderful wonderful. And there I was, being all
awkward, because what was I going to say?

My oldest brother kidnapped the Kid after offering me a job that
didn't exist and totally ruined my life. I'm back living at my dad's
house, my credit is destroyed, I'm $30,000 in debt, and I don't want
to mention that I've written books to anyone IRL because they always
want to know what kind and I'm a secretive person.

But I did lose five pounds this month.

Which I'm probably going to gain back when I start stress feeding.
Chocolate always seems to taste better when I feel sad. It's like some
kind of deal with the devil.
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