haven't been on

[fey_hathor]

 here for while, haven't had much to say..so I'll just post some of my poetry

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no title is fitting~

lost in the dead air surrounding us

in a world evolving to remain so stale

suppressing the misery we refuse to acknowledge

yes, i know the truth brings pain

and though the lies guarantee such security,

they induce secluded shame

if we exist only through perception

then what we perceive bleeds of distortion

is this confusion we’ve become accustomed to

a cruel joke of the the gods, perhaps?

to create beings consumed in faith

yet void of virtue

we spend all our lives searching

only to come to the realization of what

we already knew

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another related poem

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such injustice we witness

but ignore

standing, watching with tearful eyes

we do nothing

paralyzed with neutrality

grasped by fearful lies

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lost childhood~
those eyes i once possessed

that lay so full of innocence

have grown tainted

only to eventually fade away

into such a damaged gaze

i have forgotten

of my effortless trust

and of my naivety

tragically replaced

by the sorrow i've gained

i remember.....

and i mourn for the loss

caused by this inevitable change

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a messge to my mother

you violently robbed me of my childhood

stripped me of my innocence

tainted my perspective on love

poisoned my trust

i am beginning to regain sanity

on what has been distorted by your actions

and now you wish to hold me prisoner in your greed?

LET ME GO

mother

and perhaps one day

i will return to you

with the forgiveness

we both need
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Shallow Serenity~

the ghosts of our memories live on

and the souls of our childhoods are reborn

i remember.................

we vowed on the sacrecy of the pinky

we carelessly proposed petty harmless blackmails

the world was small

and we possessed shallow serenity

we were so naive

but from that naivety

we achieved bliss

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sweet naive child (a poem)
sweet naive child

you’ll someday know the horrors of this world

the magic that it yields

will slowly disappear

and your innocence will fade

sweet naive child

your ignorance will learn

and your eyes will finally see

the ugly truth that you’ll soon heed

sweet naive child

you shall too cry

for the damned

and the fallen

whose souls lay full of lies

cold unpleased child

this world may seem so cursed

but soon you shall find your own beauty

in this hell-forsaken earth