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[fewscenestrngrn]

so today at school. i realized im totally a jerk to some people. but the mean things i say. i TOTALLY dont mean them. i cant help saying them. i just think its funny. if people didnt take me so seriously then i wouldnt be so mean. cause they would know im joking. im mostly mean to girls. idk why. i should stop tho. cause its kinda dumb to put people down for my own entertainment. *sigh* i need to work out.
love, ryan