wow
so sunday. yesterday actually i turned 18. thats so insane. im actually 18 years old. its cool. i feel older and really different. i think its because there is imediate change that comes along with 18 unlike all the other ages that i've been. i wanna go buy cigarettes. its crazy how all these years i never felt older on my b-day. but yesterday i totally felt older. and today i feel older too. its really cool tho im liking it. i didnt really do anything TOO special on my b-day. hung out with jackie all weekend. we got along pretty okay. there was its bad parts but we are building a relationship still so its so hard. but i love her tons. she bought me lunch yesterday and bought me a really awesome belt. but then she had to go home kinda early. so i went to my friends after she left and we went bowling and hung out at the alley for awhile. then bowled our last game really high. and i went back to my friends house and fell asleep. and he took me to school in the monring. good times. getting high and a blowjob on your 18th birthday? that definetly works for me. the blowjob was by my girlfriend by the way! dont think im bad still. okay take care poo's until later days.
ryan
ryan