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well i havent updated in so long. nothing new really. i dont have a girlfriend anymore. i fell out of love. i dont think i have posted about this yet. so yeah i have been single for almost a week and it isnt bad at all. i like it. and im not really missing jackie. its really sad i know. it sucks when she calls me everyday crying telling me she loves me. i cant be mean to her cause it will kill me. so i have to talk her down everytime. it just sucks. and i dont have to lie to her anymore either which i have to get used to. i dont have to keep stuff from her. she deserves to hear the truth right? well i really dont think im going to go back out with her. im pretty sure its over. its sad. i just. idk changed i guess. whatever. this is dumb.
-ryan
-ryan