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Yeah it's been a while. Suck it. Nobody REALLY reads this anyway. I'm not sure updating would be the best idea because that would take me forever. Ill try to sum it up quickly. Michelle and I have been spending alot of homosexual quality time together and we are reorganizing a group on campus called Safe Zone to train faculty to be more accepting and accomodating for gay and lesbian students. Good cause. I have been spending alot of time with Michelle and her Girlf and when I look at my situation in general, I have realized that I am surrounded by lesbians. I went to a a party last weekend, partook (is that a word) of some crown and cokes followed by jager and wow...I was gone. I ended up giving a striptease to some ladies. I got some numbers of women. I worked up the nerve to hit on this really cute guy and come to learn he is currently taken. Dammit. My track record in finding viable guys is really bad. About like Jessica Simpson's Trivial Pursuit track record. It's god awful. And I have been talking to a few guys that are real duds. I am a nice guy - it's hard for me to let some one down. How do you say "I just don't like you" ??? It's difficult butthe hoes seem to do it well. Alot of times I feel like I fall dead center in alot of things - im not a glittery Britney homo but im not exactly stuffed in the closet either. Im not a Abercrombie model, but I defintiely don't have people on the street tell me I need an extreme makeover.
I have talked to Big W a little (the ex) and I don't know what is going on there. He is cold and emotionally devoid. There is never anything he says that sounds genuinely happy and I think any relationship is forced. Ugh. It's still hard to get over him though. I tried to make myself love him and didn't get shit back from him ever. There was ONE night when I really felt like we were ok - and that was the night when I was dogsitting. Long story - but damn there was nothing there for us and it's just really hard to admit that. Sometimes I feel like with Wes I have so many regrets. I'd like to think that I live my life to not regret anything. Maybe I just got fucked over and that happens sometime. Still a year. Lol and now my EX is engaged to his life partner which is fucked to me because I didn't think that George W. allowed that. (What the fuck happened to freedom fries Dubya? The gays eat fast food too) It's sort of like me out of the blue deciding that I am now the Grand Chancellor of West Alabama. Can you really just say are fiancees just because they want to? I mean I want to be Mr. Universe.
I guess thats about it. Watch GIJOE PSAs on www.ebaumsworld.com They are FUCKING HILARIOUS
I have talked to Big W a little (the ex) and I don't know what is going on there. He is cold and emotionally devoid. There is never anything he says that sounds genuinely happy and I think any relationship is forced. Ugh. It's still hard to get over him though. I tried to make myself love him and didn't get shit back from him ever. There was ONE night when I really felt like we were ok - and that was the night when I was dogsitting. Long story - but damn there was nothing there for us and it's just really hard to admit that. Sometimes I feel like with Wes I have so many regrets. I'd like to think that I live my life to not regret anything. Maybe I just got fucked over and that happens sometime. Still a year. Lol and now my EX is engaged to his life partner which is fucked to me because I didn't think that George W. allowed that. (What the fuck happened to freedom fries Dubya? The gays eat fast food too) It's sort of like me out of the blue deciding that I am now the Grand Chancellor of West Alabama. Can you really just say are fiancees just because they want to? I mean I want to be Mr. Universe.
I guess thats about it. Watch GIJOE PSAs on www.ebaumsworld.com They are FUCKING HILARIOUS