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ahahaha I love when I forget that this site exists for a bit. Well, seeing howas I havent updated this in a while, I've broken up with lauren and been that way since about october 28th-ish, I've been almost happier but almost more depressed. I have discovered twitter and realized that I enjoy working at starbucks more than anything at the moment. I currently have started to like someone but I dont think itll work out because she seems to be more interested in stereotypical good looking men and also she is a few years older than me. I feel like that would be my biggest downfall. I have been feebly attempting to write some songs, been on a Joy Division, Reggie and the Full Effect, and Atom and His package music listening-binge, been drinking more and smoking more, trying to quit smoking, lose weight, going insane, typing typing typing typing typing typing. I know know the full meaning of a run on sentence via ^ and the meaning of bitter depression and anxiety. Have a great day.