here's to another night with only our tears to coax us to sleep

[fever__dream]

for every step forward we take, we fall back two more. then jump up three. i can't handle this anymore, my legs are getting tired. maybe i wasn't ready to get in so deep. maybe you're not ready. maybe we just suck. you don't play fair. when i try to be quiet and rational you get mad, if i get mad then you become sweet and don't let me feel justified. i am. don't play innocent.

is it really worth all this?