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//You//
01. What is your name?: Tara
02. How old are you?: 16
03. When is your birthday?: 3/31
04. What color is your hair?: dark brown on top... then goldish brown
05. What color are your eyes?: dark brown but if you look really close theyre green too
06. How tall are you?: 5'1 1/2"
//Kisses//
07. Who was the first person you've ever kissed?: Vinny
08. How old were you?: 14
09. Do you still talk to that person?: yea
10. When was the last time you were kissed?: tonight!
11. By whom?: Kara, Laura, Tali, Timi, Hana (on the cheek, I'm no whore.)
12. Describe how you kiss [biter, nibbler, sucker, etc.]: with my mouth really wide open and my tongue swishing and swirling everywhere, especially on their chin because "it's my thing" and really hard biting and usually after i have a loaf of garlic bread and of course slobbering, it's essential
13. Of your entire body, where is your favorite place to be kissed?: cheek
14. Why?: I think it's more of an "I like you" than "I'm really horny"
15. Where is your favorite place to kiss someone else?: I kiss everyone's ass.
16. Why?: Because I am comfortable enough with myself to realize that my purpose in life is to fulfill everyone else's needs before my own, especially when I don't like them and they don't necessarily matter to me.
//More Affection//
17. Who is your favorite person to hug?: Chris McGinley
18. When was the last time you hugged them?: tonight
19. Do you prefer hugs or kisses?: kisses!
20. Why?: Because kisses are fun and that's why.
//Music//
21. What is your favorite type of music?: lately classic rock
22. Name 5-10 of your favorite artist/groups: Boston, Sublime, Snoop Dogg, Elton John, The Game, No Doubt, The Get Up Kids, Something Corporate, Saves The Day, Spice Girls, Alanis Morissette, Jewel, Papa Roach
23. Name 5-10 of your least favorite artist/groups: Backstreet Boys, Baha Men, Ciara, 50 Cent, Nelly Firtoda
24. Who's your favorite artist/group to see live?: Fall Out Boy
25. Who disappointed you when you saw them live?: the first band that was at the show in arden
26. How many band shirts do you own?: one..Nsync..I think that's it
27. How many cds do you own?: 29?
28. Do you think Hilary Duff should go back to making Disney shows?: yes if she promises not to make another cd EVER AGAIN
//Express Yourself//
29. What is your favorite form of self-expression?: journaling and hugs and not shutting the fuck up for a good 20 minutes as I get out my rants
30. Why?: because no one can read it, i like actually FEELING close to someone I love, then I'm actually able to move on and have fun
31. What way do you wish you could express yourself but never could [ex. through song, written word, etc.]?: meditation, kicking someone's ass
32. Do you keep a journal?: yes
33. If yes, for how long?: december is when i started again...i did a lot in 6th grade and middle school
34. Why did you decide to start keeping one?: because if it didn't get put to use, Hana would get upset and I know what happens when Hana gets upset...(hehe)
35. Do you think your journals, your personal thoughts, could help people understand you better?: Most definitely.
36. If yes, would they like you more or less?: I think they'd like me more.
//The Dark Things//
37. Have you ever considered suicide?: yea
38. If yes, Why?: In kindergarten, a boy told me I looked like a monkey, so I thought that if I lit myself on fire, and wrote him a letter that said "You ar meen end I dont lik you", then maybe he would take it back.
39. Have you ever attempted suicide?: Yes, I burnt the bathroom floor on fire, in hopes of making a hole. Then, I thought that maybe, if I woke up in the middle of the night with a sudden case of the runs, I would forget it was there and fall through it and die. I usually don;t get the runs though, so it was unsuccessful.
40. Do you know anyone who has attempted suicide?: Yes.
41. Do you suspect any of your friends of being suicidal?: Yes.
42. Have you ever harmed yourself?: Yes. This one time, when I was camping, I thought of this great idea. I was going to jump into the lake naked, with maple syrup all over me and see if any of the leeches would try and eat me. They weren't interested, so I lit myself on fire and wrote them a letter.
43. If yes, why?: Because someone told me that I wasn't cool until I got attacked by some leeches.
44. If no, would you ever?: I promise to never light myself on fire ever again because leeches aren't even worth it, man.
//Words From Someone Else//
45. What is your favorite quote?: Love stinks, yea yea.
46. Who is it by?: J. Geils or maybe a friend of his.
47. Favorite song lyric?: I'd do anything to touch yo buttt.
48. From what artist and song?: Usher - Lovers and Friends
//Pick One - Music//
49. Kurt Cobain or Elliot Smith?: Kurt Cobain
50. Ani DiFranco or Poe?: Fuck you.
51. The Used or Thursday?: Thursday
52. Simple Plan or Blink 182?: Simple Plan AND Blink 182
53. Yeah Yeah Yeahs or The Sounds?: Yeah Yeah Yeahs
54. Ben Kweller or Ben Folds?: Ben Folds
55. Hot Hot Heat or Ima Robot?: Hot Hot Heat
56. Incubus or Foo Fighters?: Foo Fighters
57. Maroon 5 or Red Hot Chili Peppers?: Red Hot Chili Peppers
58. Michelle Branch or Avril Lavigne?: Michelle Branch
59. Gwen Stefani or Shirley Manson?: GWEN STEFANI
60. Nelly Furtado or Madonna?: Madonna(a favorite since tha age of 2 months)
61. Disturbed or System of a Down?: Disturbed
//Pick One - Random//
62. Black t-shirt or a new belt?: new belt!
63. Cup or glass?: cup!
64. Socks or slippers?: socks!
65. Slackers or Road Trip?: Road Trip!
66. The Simpsons or King of the Hill?: The Simpsons!
67. South Park or Porn?: South Park!
68. Text message or Instant message?: Text Message!
69. Real World or Road Rules?: Fuck you, asshole!
70. Science or Math?: Math!
71. Girls or boys?: boys!
72. Short stories or Novels?: Short stories!
//Favorite//
73. TV Shows?: Sex and The City, One Tree Hill, Gilmore Girls
74. Movies?: Virgin Suicides, O, Liar Liar, Dazed and Confused, Ten Things I Hate About You, Pretty Woman, Little Women, Mean Girls, The Notebook, Life or Something Like It, The Ring, Happy Gilmore, Billy Madison, Mr. Deeds, Armagetiton(just kidding)
75. Books?: The Perks of Being a Wallflower, To Kill A Mockingbird, The Giving Tree
76. Cd?: Sublime - 40 oz. to Freedom, No Doubt - self titled, Brand New - Deja Entendu, Snoop Dogg - Da BO$$ Would Like to See Ya, Alanis Morissette - Jagged Little Pill
77. Brand of clothing?: American Eagle, H&M, Junk food
78. Website?: myspace, yahoomail, metrolyrics
79. Way to kill time?: knives, guns, potato peelers
80. Way to let someone down easy?: flirting:Nah, but so and so is looking pretty good don't ya think? wanting to hang out:pretty busy, but ill give you a call and let you know other:haha
81. Food?: sushi, cheetos, wheatables, spinach in olive oil with garlic, the salad that judy and amanda make, spinach and cheese tortellini, diet fudgesicles, the chocolate then banana then chocolate icecream things from the ICECREAM MAN, tomatoes with pepper, chips and salsa from restuarants, broccoli bites, salmon but not teryaki salmon from hibachi, slimfast chocolate chip cookie dough bars, pb&j, italian hoagies no cheese little oil potato chips extra pickles, golden crisp, corn pops
82. Song?: Sublime - Don't Push, Spice Girls - Wannabe, Start Trouble - Nonstop, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes - My Boyfriend's Back, The Killers - Mr Brightside, Papa Roach - Last Resort, Drowning Pool - Bodies, G-Unit - Hate It Or Love It, The Beatles - I Saw Her Standing There, Elton John - Rocket Man, Billy Joel - Only the Good Die Young
//Do You Believe In//
83. Love?: Yes.
84. Soulmates?: I think that if you're ready and you find someone who is ready, you can fall in love. Sure, you need to find a connection with the person. If that's as simple as soulmates are, then sure.
85. Destiny?: Kind of. There are a set amount of "destinies" for each individual person and every significant choice you make narrows it down.
86. Horoscopes?: Not really. Tons of fun, though.
//Opinions//
87. What do you think of abortion?: It will ALWAYS be up to the girl, legal or illegal. If they see abortion as their only option, they will get it done, be it by a trained professional or a hanger in their bedroom. It might as well be legal so the mothers don't get killed in the process, too. It's usually not considered that some women WILL die during pregnancy, and in that case, I think the woman should get the abortion and live because who's going to take care of Junior? I'm a believer in some form of reincarnation, and you might as well give that soul a chance of a better life through abortion, if its mother is a 13 year old crackwhore and daddy is either Bill or Chuck or Chris or Grandpa. But if you are a 13 year old crackwhore, be somewhat decent and put a rainjacket on him.
88. What do you think of homosexuality?: Well, the Bible says homosexuals should be put to death. Then again, it states that if your child curses at you, you should take him to the middle of the neighborhood and have all of the neighbors kill him. I'm doing a debate project in school and I used the Bible as one of my sources. As for ANY sexuality, it is a completely natural and normal feeling and IT SHOULD BE TREATED THAT WAY. Who the fuck cares which gender your sexual feelings are generally towards? And to the homophobic boys out there: You are ignorant and immature and nobody wants you anyway. Yes, even a dude.
89. What do you think of the death penalty?: This is actually my debate topic. I think it is extremely immoral, cruel, unforgiving, barbaric, and by far the worst behavior in our community. True, it is NOT RIGHT to rape or kill. Those who do really shouldn't have the ability to live in our soceity. But, here are the facts. As of October 1979, there have been 22 offenders taken off death row with the conviction OVERTURNED, ACQUITTED and all charges DROPPED. That's right. They were on fucking death row and completely innocent. The government fucked up...22 times in less than 26 years. THEY FUCKED UP WITH DEATH. Thankfully, those 22 people were saved....but what about the times they were too late? Naturally, there is no trusted resource out there with that information. And I failed to mention the other ONE HUNDERED AND EIGHTY SIX offenders who were taken off death row. DEATH ROW=DEATH! Many of them were reconvicted with 40 years, 30 years, 20 years, or fucking PAROLE!! We wanted these crazy killers dead...what did they miss the first time that allows them to be in soceity, roam the streets, have a life? Okay sure, it sounds like a great plan, get rid of those who fuck with us. Kill them, no worries. But, this system is FAR FROM PERFECT and until it can be, it should be banned. But, my fellow Americans, it can never be errorproof, not only because we are United States citizens, but also because we're fucking human. And humans make mistakes. Sometimes we even make the same mistake twice! In fact, our wonderful death row system is able to make the same mistake TWO HUNDRED AND EIGHT times. God bless all of you American fuckers who are totally for a system that doesn't work and fucks with death.
90. What do you think of self mutilation?: I think it's really, really scary.
91. What do you think of suicide?: It's probably not a good idea.
//The End//
92. What would you do if you had only 2 months to live but still had your health?: I would go to Africa and the Caribbean and Cancun and Europe and Jamaica and the zoo and read an amazing book that will change me. I would spend almost all of my free time with the people I love, but still make time for me and fill the scrapbook I got from Laura. And I hope I die in love.
93. Why don't you do that now?: I'm going to Cancun and the zoo this summer. I can't travel to all of those places yet, but I plan to before I'm 30. I already spend most of my time with people I love. I'll go check one out on Monday. I need to get the paper for the scrapbook. I think I might want to wait a while before I fall in love again because, well, I'm not going to die in two months.
94. What's your dream career?: something helping older kids...i think i want to be a social worker and work at a school wellness center or a mental health facility for adolescents
95. Do you want to get married?: Yes, but only for love.
96. Have children?: Yes.
97. Finally move out of your parents' basement?: yea...im going to take college all year round so i can stay in the dorm and, like my amazing cousin, take just gym for the summer....then work a job throughout college and save enough to move into an apartment when i get out and i defnitely just planned that all right now
98. Do you get along with your parents?: yea usually
99. Do you have someone in your life who constantly hurts you?: No, and I am so much happier. There is someone in my life that used to constantly hurt me, but I think it's over now. And that is fucking awesome because I love him so much.
100. If yes, why are they still in your life?: - )
Edit: ?#81 - Favorite Food: insert "a small slice of italian bread dipped in oil and vinegar with roasted red peppers and mozzerella balls" in between the two icecreams up thurr