Dec 25, 2003 19:05
cant cope, cant cope, cant cope, cant cope.
i seriously cannot do this. i cant stand it anymore. its christmas and i cant even give the person i love a hug. i sat all morning crying. i perked up a bit but now i just gone so low. i just feel like tearing out my heart. never needed someone so much b4, its actually scaring me. i hate this, i hate being self pityig, i wish i could look on the bright side, like im gonna see him sunday but i cant stop bein depressed. god..cant cope, cant cope, cant cope, cant cope.
save me