save me from the mucky muck......:P
oooooooooooooh, i finished my collage piece for uni. i took 3 different passport pics of me and stuck my heads on the bodies of members of the darkness...hehe. i made a big piece about manufactured bands (no im not making any comment about the darkness) i put simon cowells head on the drumkit and a man attempting to shoot him in a corner, an oversized cocktail glass with an american flag, a big rizla packet with shadows of ppl falling out of it, and lots of oversized money. looks well funny and its a great feeling to be able to cross something off my to-do list.
i took my second set of photos, and concentrated on litter. i only printed one so far, but tomorrow i need to get all my pics finished so i will scan them and post the links for anyone who is interested. ive booked studio space too for thurs to take my slide projector photos. gonna look at shadows again but cant really think how....hmmm. gotta do my performance too on thurs afternoon and then will stay with da the night :D
da came to meet me outta uni .....whooop for me:D it was really nice that he just decided to come see me cause he was missing me, rather than me ask him to or me go see him. we walked about a bit and went in starbucks. awwwwww i missed him so much. sounds really odd but when he hugged me when we met up i realised how much i missed even his natural scent. its something noone else would notice but its there and when i breathe it in, i go all tingly and know that i am where i belong. it makes me content.
we sat on these stone seats outside the new selfidges building in the bullring and the sky was beautiful, kinda misty but purple and mysterious. holding onto him, i know thats what i wanna be doing for the rest of my life. i truly do believe we were made for each other. on the metro on the way back it killed me to leave him at my stop. kissing him goodbye, touching his face...the feeling of him touching my face and stroking my hair..omg. i have never felt such pure intense love before. i dont mean lust or sexual attraction (dont get me wrong, thats there too!) i mean an absolute belonging, a need to never leave someones side. when all you can think about is them, and my ideal night being just lying next to him, cuddling, falling gently asleep in his arms in the safe knowledge he is there, then waking up in the morning and having that feeling at the bottom of your tummy when you realise he is still there, with you, for you...everything for you.
god, as long as i have this for the rest of my life, how can life ever be bad, no matter what else happens to me, nothing can take this away. its something amazing and special and that only i will experience in this unique way. i thank god for every day i am alive and i know that there is immense beauty in the world. i wish everyone could see that.
i took my second set of photos, and concentrated on litter. i only printed one so far, but tomorrow i need to get all my pics finished so i will scan them and post the links for anyone who is interested. ive booked studio space too for thurs to take my slide projector photos. gonna look at shadows again but cant really think how....hmmm. gotta do my performance too on thurs afternoon and then will stay with da the night :D
da came to meet me outta uni .....whooop for me:D it was really nice that he just decided to come see me cause he was missing me, rather than me ask him to or me go see him. we walked about a bit and went in starbucks. awwwwww i missed him so much. sounds really odd but when he hugged me when we met up i realised how much i missed even his natural scent. its something noone else would notice but its there and when i breathe it in, i go all tingly and know that i am where i belong. it makes me content.
we sat on these stone seats outside the new selfidges building in the bullring and the sky was beautiful, kinda misty but purple and mysterious. holding onto him, i know thats what i wanna be doing for the rest of my life. i truly do believe we were made for each other. on the metro on the way back it killed me to leave him at my stop. kissing him goodbye, touching his face...the feeling of him touching my face and stroking my hair..omg. i have never felt such pure intense love before. i dont mean lust or sexual attraction (dont get me wrong, thats there too!) i mean an absolute belonging, a need to never leave someones side. when all you can think about is them, and my ideal night being just lying next to him, cuddling, falling gently asleep in his arms in the safe knowledge he is there, then waking up in the morning and having that feeling at the bottom of your tummy when you realise he is still there, with you, for you...everything for you.
god, as long as i have this for the rest of my life, how can life ever be bad, no matter what else happens to me, nothing can take this away. its something amazing and special and that only i will experience in this unique way. i thank god for every day i am alive and i know that there is immense beauty in the world. i wish everyone could see that.