meow
ooooh me so tired:( no seriously. i dunno if i have ever been this exhausted. my phone line was cut off for a while.....hence no updates. ah well, my life isnt really that exciting anyway.
went out for ruths 21st last night to blast off. had fun of course cause was with all the ppl i love but fuck me blast off was dead! i had the bright idea to make a top to wear outta a mens large led zep tee and cut it down and tie it back togther. was a cool idea in theory but i didnt pull it off and felt uber self conscious all night. it was rather 80's in the way it hung from one shoulder and stuff, but as daz said, it did nothing for my figure and i felt like a bit fat heffer who was trying to look cool but failing miserably :(
i decided at the start of the night to NOT drink and to leave as early as poss cause of work and bein so tired anyway cause of hhh gig and brmc on consecutive days...but...i failed. i drank like an idiot, got shit faced ..badly:( i couldnt see for a while. daz was very sweet tho. he pays me attention and kept tellin me he loves me and stuff without bein really stifling.
i met thom..YAY, me and daz both really really like him. he seems a really cool bloke. i took my cam too so hopefully i will have some funny pics of the night soon.
daz was rather drunk too. when we got back to halls...i cant remember walkin back or anythin, the only thing i remember is him pulling me to a seating position on the bed by my arms then him kneelin on the floor in front of me and proposing. ah the drunkeness hehe... thing is..he remembers doing it. was he really of sane mind?
he was really ill when we woke up this morning. we both threw up a bit...him more so. and then to top it off, he lost his glasses..which pleased me cause he has THE most amazing eyes in the whole world and i can only see them when he takes his glasses off:( oh god. they are breathtaking i sware. when he looks at me with his glasses off he makes me feel so much adoration for him, i would do anything for him, and yes...i would marry him, not yet of course, im only 20 but in the future, god yes...i want to spend the rest of my life staring into his eyes and experiencing that intense feeling i get. god...of he got contacts instead i would be a wreak! he would drive me to distraction. his eyes make him so amazingly attractive..oh dear, im gushing arent i! i will stop now.
yes so bed in a mo. me sleepy and got lectures galore i the morning. meow x
went out for ruths 21st last night to blast off. had fun of course cause was with all the ppl i love but fuck me blast off was dead! i had the bright idea to make a top to wear outta a mens large led zep tee and cut it down and tie it back togther. was a cool idea in theory but i didnt pull it off and felt uber self conscious all night. it was rather 80's in the way it hung from one shoulder and stuff, but as daz said, it did nothing for my figure and i felt like a bit fat heffer who was trying to look cool but failing miserably :(
i decided at the start of the night to NOT drink and to leave as early as poss cause of work and bein so tired anyway cause of hhh gig and brmc on consecutive days...but...i failed. i drank like an idiot, got shit faced ..badly:( i couldnt see for a while. daz was very sweet tho. he pays me attention and kept tellin me he loves me and stuff without bein really stifling.
i met thom..YAY, me and daz both really really like him. he seems a really cool bloke. i took my cam too so hopefully i will have some funny pics of the night soon.
daz was rather drunk too. when we got back to halls...i cant remember walkin back or anythin, the only thing i remember is him pulling me to a seating position on the bed by my arms then him kneelin on the floor in front of me and proposing. ah the drunkeness hehe... thing is..he remembers doing it. was he really of sane mind?
he was really ill when we woke up this morning. we both threw up a bit...him more so. and then to top it off, he lost his glasses..which pleased me cause he has THE most amazing eyes in the whole world and i can only see them when he takes his glasses off:( oh god. they are breathtaking i sware. when he looks at me with his glasses off he makes me feel so much adoration for him, i would do anything for him, and yes...i would marry him, not yet of course, im only 20 but in the future, god yes...i want to spend the rest of my life staring into his eyes and experiencing that intense feeling i get. god...of he got contacts instead i would be a wreak! he would drive me to distraction. his eyes make him so amazingly attractive..oh dear, im gushing arent i! i will stop now.
yes so bed in a mo. me sleepy and got lectures galore i the morning. meow x